Deepest feelings always shows itself in silence

geylang

2005-10-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

I had a great time goin out on fri wit suzy and the girls..
Went to break our fast at Toa Payoh's Spork & Foon..
Oppz!!
It's actually Fork & Spoon..
Sumbody juz got the name wrong not once but twice!!
Haha..
Ate mee pok dry..
Coz I dono wat else to eat tat point of time..
And summore left like a few minutes for us to buy our food..
And hafiz blaming me now for eating mee pok..
He don wana eat tat..
He wana eat sumthing different..
But I insist on eating tat since I dono wat to eat at tat very moment as we were browsing thru every stall delicacies..
I don wan to waste my time thinking either..
But aniwae, after tat, we cant think of our next destination..
It was like so hard for us..I feel bad tat moment..
The girls had already think of the place to eat..
And we cant even think of the next place tat we could hang out..
Haiz..

In the end, we went to geylang serai..
But before tat, ive to console this sumone..
She don wana go.. bcoz of my expression la.. wat la..
Haiz..
So stressed up tat moment..
So difficult to make her come..
But in the end, I manage to..
I am glad tat she follow to geylang although the place not to her liking..
The mats and minahs down there simply irks me..
The way they look, the way they dress, the way they walk was
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** feel free to fill it in about these people..

It was 10 pm wen we leave tat place..
Decided to take a cab at city hall so tat it was faster for suzy to go home..
Me and my stupid decision..
Should have known tat it was hard over there..
Felt so miserable tat moment..
Every cab doesn't want to stop..
We waited for so long before finally a cab came to our rescue..
I felt so relieved..
And she was already tired and sleepy..
Pity her..
She slept in the cab throughout our journey from city hall to yishun..
Im so sori ayte zy for getting u home so late..
My fault..
Me and my poor decision lets u down..
So sori..

And on saturdae did nothing much either..
Chat wit suzy in the afternoon..
Play games..
Watch teebee..
Break fast..
Then, watch D3: The Mighty Ducks..
It was super damn cool..
I loike..
Continue to play my game at nite before toking on the fon wit her till she sleeps..
Its been quite awhile since I last hear her voice..
Hmm..

Its been raining all dae todae..
And I did absolutely nothing other than rot at home..
I was on my bed the whole dae..
Cuddling my bolster under my blanket..
And watch tv the whole dae
I got nothing else to do..
Hehe..

The weather is so cold..
I can barely stand it..
How I wish I had a fireplace in my room..
Sitting on a rocking chair, drinking hot coco, juz sit there and warm myself up..
Its even better if there's sumone beside me at tat very moment..
Had a beautiful conversation throughout the nite..
Admire each other's face..
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** me and my imagination..

So back to wat I was saying..
It was so cold..
I kept visiting the bathroom this whole dae..
Haiz.. im so dried up if ya noe wat I mean..
Ahakz!!
And currently now im watching this Hindustani movie..
And yeah I wana concentrate watching it..
The best part gona start soon for sure..
So till next time people..

Holla!!

fasting

2005-10-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

It feel so good to be back here posting for my loyal readers..
How long was my disappearance?
Im reli sori..

Now let's get down to business..
Currently right now is the fasting month..
I feel so lethargic nowadays..
Doesn't have the adrenaline to push me the extra mile..
Tat explains the laziness in me to update a new entry..
Sori aidah
Sori shairy
Sori suzy
Sori hafiz
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The list juz went on and on and on and on and on......
*Zzzzzzzzz

Recently I got my results for my exams..
Woohoo! I pass all modules..
But not with flying colours though..
But hu cares..
Got a pass for my module kinda good already..
*for my standard la..
And tats what matter the most..

So say bye-bye to these few modules..
~Problem Solving Programming
~Networking Fundamentals
~Mobile Application Development
~Mobile Operating System
~Database

*Come on guys lets count together with me.. 1...,2...,3...
*poof.....g..o..n..e!!
Thanx! Pheww!!
*wiping the sweat off my forehead..

And now I hav to welcome another programming shit in my curriculum next semester and tat's:
~OOP..
Sumthing sumthing Programming..
Haha..
Dono wat..
But hu cares..

Niwae, juz now had training..
And it was super duper tiring..
*Body aching already as I mention abt it..
Fasting month summore..
But its all in the mind..
Mind say tired..
Den tired la..
Haha..
Gotta sleep early later..

Well, looking forward to tomorrow..
Gona break fast with hafiz, shairy, suzy and her gurlies..
Hope it will be so much fun..
although I somehow felt...
Err...! Neva mind..
We'll see how it goes tmrw..

Hmmph! Toking about this..
I have to contact suzy to confirm..
Catch up wit u guys sum other time ayte..

and tat's hafiz nephew..

how cute is he..????

gosh..!!

Holla!!!

before camp

2005-09-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

been almost a week since i last updated..
felt so lazy tis whole week..
and adding to it, i got nothin much to say..
nothin interesting to tok abt..
tats y i kept mum..

all i did tis week was tat..
went for tuision..
hang out wit braders..
tats abt all..

and yeah, i bought tis Pc game..
it's called Championship Manager 5..
it's super damn coolz..
i simply got hooked playing tis game..
i can play it till 3 or 4 am..
it's unhealthy but wth..
the excitement comes first..

now i got sumthing to play in my lappy..
other than crazy taxi..
i can go gaga..
it was boring..

and tmrw i will be away for 3 daes..
it's my floorball camp..
not allowed to use handphones..
and bcoz of this im gona miz my dearest sis terribly..
din get to contact her ova the weekend..
*sobsob..*
im gona msg u the first thing i switched on my fon aite zy..!
i promise u tat!!

and shairy..
yeah, the braders gona miz ya too!!
*bluekzz..*
he's our "goong"..
ahakz!
the three of us wud be incomplete without u..
"tom-yumm-?????"
*as if.. haha..!*

i'll be goin after my fridae prayers..
after i packed my stuff..
and there's alot for me to pack..
anione hu is kind enuf to pack for me??
i pay u.. err.. 20 cents??
ok ok.. a dollar maybe??
hehe..

i think tats abt all..
sori if this entry sounds so boring..
i try to post another one after the camp..
so till sundae, flood my flashbox aite..
don disappoint me people..!
holla!

*sa-you-nara..*

suzy hse

2005-09-25T14:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm, the four braders went out yesterdae..
Hafiz, Shairy, Khien and me..
Khien was newly promoted in becoming our brader..
He always hang ard wit us most of the time..
*ure coolz khien..!
He and his jokes.. neva fail to make us laugh..
Especially hafiz, hu luvsss to laugh..
Hafiz can laugh till his face fully red..! ahakz!

We went to buy suzy's bdae prezzie..
It was nice of Khien hu dono suzy at all but he's willing to fork out some money to buy my dearest sis a prezzie..
*khien, u rox again!! Woohoo!
Actually at first it was so hard for us to choose..
We kept goin in and out of the shop a few times..
*it was paiseh lorrrrrr.. haha..

And wen they hav decided on this thing, I was like so relieved..
They share the cost among themselves..
And I paid the remaining few dollars..
*pheww..! one down, one more to go..
And now left oni me to make a decision of wat to buy for her..
Shairy helped me out..

And so I choose this small and cute little teddy bear wit its shirt stating hapi bdae..
It was quite adorable to me..
*dono if it is to her..
I oso bought this soft pillow..
It was nice..
The feeling is great wen I squeezed it..
Sort of they put those white sands in beaches inside the pillow..
*I hope she likes it..
But it is kinda small though..
Try to find for a bigger size but to no avail..
*I hope tat will do dear..

After we hav all our presents wrapped, we proceed to the bus interchange..
Took the bus 812 to her place..
She came and mit us outside the lift..
So nice of her..
Well her house was quite packed..
Mostly her frens were there..
Klasmates I guess..
But some were not..
*like us la..
Of all the people hu were there yesterdae, I somehow pity this guy..
He sat all alone at the entrance of the house, watching the teebee..
Oni like a few people tok to him..
*from wat I see la..
And so I guess he din njoy the party much..
*I assume..
But on the other hand, I think it's no surprise he wud be getting tat kind of treatment..
He hurt my dearest sis so bad once..
Well.. niwae, we waited till suzy cut her bdae cake before we make our muv..

*im sori k if I hav to go.. maybe u wana me to stay, but u noe me.. it aint juz me yest..

And so we make our way to town.. and be back home early.. haha..
*its kinda funny ayte guys of how we go wit the flow..

Reach home, hav my bath, and I got a miss call..
It's from her!
Tok to her till she sleeps..
Planned to mit her todae..
Well, we'll c how it goes..

Holla!

cut hair

2005-09-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

Got an appointment juz now at 2.. met this AIA Insurance lady at Jurong East Delifrance.. she treat me to ice lemon tea oni.. how sad.. boohoo.. Basically we met bcoz she wanna xplain some things regarding savings for my future wit their insurance company of coz.. the appointment took almost 2 hours and I pity shairy and hafiz hu were there waiting for me.. im sori guys.. got to giv ya guys some credits for waiting.. kate braders.. hehe.. while they were waiting for me, at one point, I hav to follow the lady to the nearest S.A.M machine.. she wanted to show me how the transaction works.. but hafiz tot tat I was going to her car and copulate wit her.. hafiz ar! Dirty-minded…!! Isk isk.. hehe.. and shairy tot im goin to smoke wit the lady.. come on shairy! Im gona stop smoking wat!! Buih seh..! tak trust brader seh! Hmph!!

After tat, went to evolution hub to hav my hair cut.. finally, after so long..! it's my first time cutting at this place.. hmm, their service is quite good.. they wash my hair for free before they cut it.. a lady cut my hair.. and she was quite pretty.. hehe.. told her tat I wana a new hairstyle, behind layered, and short.. its up to her to decide.. then she said spiky.. and I was like anything.. hehe.. and wunderbar! Here how it looks like..

is it nice people?? I kinda like it actually.. especially my back.. and summore it is short..! woohoo!

Then after tat, went to hafiz house to bath.. it was itchy.. his mother prepare some food for us.. French fries and some nuggets.. yeah it was nice.. mcdonald pun kalah!! Haha.. say thanx to ur mom hafiz.. and hafiz's nephew is cute.. he juz circumcise his little weewee.. and it was wrapped wit a plastic cover.. it’s a new method used in clinic.. his weewee is still red.. hehe.. shairy played wit him juz now.. but shairy don quite understand the words tat were coming out of his mouth.. he cant get it wat hafiz's nephew trying to say to him.. well shairy, u nid to hang ard wit small kid larrr.. hehe..

Before 6 we make our way to jurong point.. I nid to deposit some cash.. and so we walked to lakeside to take a bus from there.. along came 246.. hafiz isn't sure the route for this bus but he noes tat it will end at boon lay.. boon lay is our destination, and so we board the bus.. instead of reaching boon lay in juz 5 minutes, we end up arriving at boon lay approximately 20 minutes later.. the bus took a loop at boon lay food center and back TO LAKESIDE AGAIN before making its way to taman jurong and jalan tukang 1-5.. hafiz ar! 180 kat belakang tk blg seh! Hehe.. yeah shairy! Go wit the flow.. haha..

Went to the jurong point lib after I deposit my money.. its been a long time since I stepped inside a lib.. I feel tat there is no point for me to go to a lib.. I don borrow books.. I don read any books.. haha.. I don even hav a lib card.. but juz now we went to there to slip actually.. I was slipy and so were hafiz.. but in the end we din slip.. instead we cam-whore there.. although its kinda vain, but wth.. juz go wit the flow.. haha.. it was fun though.. here are the pics..

*we were making a replica of 'say no evil, see no evil and hear no evil'.. haha!

*and hey! another one!! ahakz!

*step fierce je sume.. haha.. and hooray to shairy bcoz he manage not to laugh!! haha..

And juz now had tutoring again.. but this time the boy reacted differently from the way he used to react.. he listen to me.. I dono wats up wit him.. but im kinda hapi bcoz he did his werk properly.. but I was suppose to teach English and maths only.. juz now I hav to to teach him science.. its not teaching la actually, basically help him do his homework.. im not tat gd wit primary skool sci.. and I hav to ask hafiz for help.. but hafiz also cant answer some of the question.. in the end, we end todae's lesson slightly later.. ard 9.40.. I was tired and summore his hwk yet to finish.. in the end, I wrote some of the answers for him.. I wana go home so bad.. of coz I don wana slip over there.. haha!! And I took a cab home.. I don think I can survive the busride from jurong west to bukit panjang.. I hav to change buses along the way.. aiyah!! Cannot cannot..!! send hafiz till lakeside oni before the taxi driver make his way to bangkit rd.. hmm, and now im thinking wat time shud mit the guys tmrw.. goin to suzy’s hse to celebrate her bdae.. haven bought anything for her yet.. we’ll c abt tat.. hilmi, aidah wana follow?? Forget to ask u both ar tat time.. luper.. sori eh for the short notice.. holla if ya wana follow k.. copet tau!

i don understand

2005-09-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from a match against the YJC Unihockey.. yeah im a lil bit hapi bcoz we won.. the scoreline was 8-3.. but my line conceded 2 of the goals.. I can say im pretty lethargic in defending juz now.. cant seem to play my best.. I lost possession of the ball quite a few times.. hmm, dono wats wrong wit me.. but im pretty sure tat im gonna werk a lot harder during other upcoming matches, training and the camp tat was gona be held in a week's time.. I hope its gona be so much fun although there wud be training at the same time.. well, all I noe im looking forward to it..

Hmm, had a tiff wit suzy juz now.. I don quite understand her actually.. yeah I noe she reli want me to be there on sat.. but i cant actually promise tat.. hu noes last min sumthing came up and I wud certainly be accused of makin empty promises.. I don wan people to hav such thought abt me.. a guy hu cant keep his promise.. and I certainly don wana my own sis to feel reli bad if I had promised her.. I said to her "for now, I got nothing in my schedule and I cud go to her house on sat.." I did told her tat i wud confirm wit her on fri, the latest.. but this afternoon she kept asking abt it.. I told her the same thing.. I juz told her to cook more.. juz in case.. and she was like, "wat for cook more if in the end I cudnt come?? Merepek sak.." she actually say tat to me.. I mean cant she understand me? Its betta to cook more than less rite? And at the same time I don wana make empty promises.. I don make promises easily..

Haiz.. I dono wat to say anymore.. juz in case she's reading this.. I wud wana say im sori for the msg I send to u juz now.. I din mean to blow at ya.. but I hope u wud understand y I did wat I did.. I WILL come to ur house tis sat.. I noe u wana hear tis so much.. I noe ure hoping too much for me to come.. I akan tunaikan.. k luv ya..

suzy bdae

2005-09-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

Ok.. its wednesdae todae, its suzy's bdae!! Woohoo! Hapi bdae gal.. luv ya so much.. all the best in ur future endeavours.. looking forward to tis sat eh.. insyaallah.. tak janji tau.. I did msged her tis morning at 12 am, am glad tat she`s touched by wat I send to her.. Im not tat gd wit werds actually..

I din do anything much tis afternoon.. other than watching dvds.. and yeah khien, ive finished watching The Longest Yard oreadi.. haha.. I watched Torque too.. the gothic gal was simply a beauty.. uish!! Ahakz! Luv to hav one too.. haha.. *kidding*.. after that, I went to slip.. slip.. slip.. slip.. slip.. slip.. slip.. till I woke up ard 6.. I gotta giv a tuition to tat stone-headed( is there such word??..hehe), mischievous, bastardo, mother farmer, khienina,(oppz!),....................................
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*the list juz goes on and on.. feel free to fill it in ayte people.. im sure hafiz got a lot to say.. ahakz!

I don hav any much comments to say abt todae’s lesson.. as usual, the boy simply don wana listen to me.. he luvs luvs luvs luvs do wat he wana do.. and now I simply let him be.. I don quite care anymore actually.. now I luv luv luv luv to waste time during the lesson.. haha.. not my fault.. but juz now I felt like beating the boy up.. him wit his curses.. aaaaaaaaaargh!! Is tis a test for my patience? Its not the right way.. wat IF I slap tat boi? Wat If I punch tat boi? Well, I can oni say he got his juz desert.. and I wud definitely thank him for testing my patience.. other than tat I don care.. can anione teach this mother farmer?? He is clever.. but clever in the wrong way.. gedesness!! And now left slightly more than a month left.. hope I can endure.. wish me all the best..

And one more thing, it comes to my attention tat the font in tis blog has changed..! it was suppose to be bold-white in colour.. now its bold no more.. I dono y suddenly it change by itself.. and I ask hafiz la.. he reply tis, it follows ur background.. if ur background is black, ur words will be black.. if its grey, the werds will be grey.. I started smiling oreadi wen these few werds came out of his mouth.. adoyoz!! he is CONFUSED!!.. brurr-ness! haha.. he actually tot im asking abt frenster.. bcoz our previous conversation was actually abt his frenster profile.. he change here and there.. haha.. silly him.. wat a cracker!

And well, I wana go and eat now.. im looking forward to tmrw’s match.. against Yishun JC.. neva had a match wit JC students before.. we’ll see how it goes.. in the mean time.. holla!! Jemput makan sume!!! Ahakz!!

nuh

2005-09-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 8 in the morning todae.. I received a wake up call frm shairy.. I hav to accompany him to NUH for his appointment.. and so I head for shower, got ready and packed my stuff for my floorball match.. tot I cud oni bring one stick for todae’s match.. but in the end I hav to bring two.. hafiz will be playing.. I don wish to use the bag but I hav to use it aniwae.. it is so smelly.. got no idea how to wash it.. any ideas guys?? Help me out here..

Met shairy at cck before we make our way to buona vista.. free shuttle service is provided for patients and visitors who wana go to NUH.. and we reach our destination ard 9.30.. shairy`s appointment was suppose to be at 10 but the doctor was having a meeting at tat very moment.. and so we waited for him for quite awhile.. at the mean time we read some pamphlets on schizophrenia, depression, psychosis, anxiety and etc.. the doctor oni came at ard 10.10 aprox.. and some of the patients took so long before shairy’s turn.. I hav to wake hafiz up or else he wud be late.. haha.. sori hafiz.. after shairy’s done wit his appointment, we proceed to IMM together wit hafiz... hafiz wana sewed up his shoe.. we eat at Bagus..i ordered black pepper chicken with rice.. it was delicious but the rice wasn’t tat much.. and the price is $5.50.. it aint worth it.. I regret buying it.. tat will be my first and the last time.. stooopid! After tat, the three of us went to search for a place to sit while waiting for hafiz’s shoe.. we sat at tis kiddy playground.. looking at the kids.. they had so much fun playing, running ard.. they were so cute.. and so their sister la.. haha..

We proceed to skool next as shairy wana buy his contact lense and hafiz his solution.. I was tired and sleepy oreadi at tat very moment.. then we watched a movie in the library before me and hafiz make our way to dover mrt at 4 to mit the other floorballist.. shairy went home after tat.. he got his driving later on.. we got a match against UWC.. we drew 4-4.. but we cud hav won it.. we got so many chances.. aiyah!! I got whacked on my shin, balls mark all over my hand.. aiyayah!! Playing in an air-conditioned hall wasn’t tat good.. some of us got breathing difficulties.. we wasn’t used to it..

we ate at west coast after the match.. me, hafiz, hilmi and khien.. we ate quite a lot.. Indian rojak (share), rojak char kway (share), mee goreng (hafiz), kway teow goreng( me and hilmi).. but tis time no bandung to make kway teow goreng bandung ayte hilmi!! Haha!! In time to watch the EPL highlights wen I reached home.. so tired to post tis entry.. tmrw k people.. and I hav to wait till 12am to send suzy a bdae msg.. *yawning*.. haha.. holla!

gay!!

2005-09-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

First and foremost I wud like to say tat I may not be updating every single dae.. hu noes I reli got sumthing on.. im sori hilmi.. haha.. but I wud certainly try my best.. I noe u guys wud definitely miz meh.. ahakz!

Todae im at home the whole dae.. got nothing to do and so I decided to watch dvds.. I watched bad boys 2 and this steven seagal movie.. bad boys 2 was action-packed! I loike..!! and steven seagal got his own way of martial arts.. I like to c the way he fights.. he`s super damn coolz! I juz got a thing for dvds manz! Woohoo! but aniwae, I hav to slip early as I hav to accompany shairy for his check-up at NUH tomorrow morning.. we hav to be there by 9.30.. I hope I can wake up.. haha!

I gotta tell u guys wat happen on saturdae.. I went to orchard tower first together with khien and hafiz.. khien wana register sumthing for his band.. tats abt 4+ as I was late.. then after that the three of us went to hmv as we got nowhere to go already.. ayu came to mit us ard 6 then we go and hav our dinner at lucky plaza before we proceed to esplanade.. we took 106 frm lucky plaza and alight at suntec city.. it was fun searching for the spiral staircase huh khien?? Haha.. im sure hafiz and ayu wud agree wit me.. khien said tat there wud be a gig at the esplanade.. but in the end wat we hear over there was some Chinese orchestra since it’s the mid-autumn festival.. haha.. khien buih! Hehe.. then we go and sit sumwhere where we can happily eat our peanuts.. yeah! U read it right.. peanuts! Haha.. khien brought it frm home.. he knew we wud chilled at the esplanade.. tats y he brought it.. so thoughtful of him.. ahakz! Then we went home ard 10+... nw comes the best part.. I took 700 home.. then got this guy siting beside me playing wit his handphone.. I mean its normal for people to play wit their phones.. but this guy rite, he`s so weird!! I tend to look at wat he`s doin.. but not reli directly la.. oni my eyes.. look at wat he`s doin.. he was smsing.. and u guys wana noe wat his msgs were?? Ok.. here we go..

“have u let people anal u before?”, “ do u wan to try?”.. and u guess wat? He send to this guy name eric.. oh my god!! He`s a damn fucking faggot! And I had goosebumps suddenly.. ive neva encountered such thing in my life eva.. and the msg he received was tat, if he gav his pic to tat eric guy at tat very moment, the eric guy wud show off his dick.. and wonderfully, the guy beside me started to take pictures of himself in the bus.. how sick can he be??? I wudnt wana stay in tat bus any longer.. let alone sitting beside him!! Ohh peleeeease!! Aaaaargh! Enuf abt tis incident.. don wana think abt it anymore.. hope it doesn’t happen to me again.. maybe hafiz or hilmi ke.. haha!!

And on sundae I went to werk at bedok.. hav to reach there by 1030.. but in the end we were late.. we reach half and hour later.. suppose to werk wit my fwen and hafiz, but hafiz buih.. don wana werk tat dae.. and we hav to find a replacement.. but luckily there`s one.. tat dae not tat tired at all.. oni 500 guests were invited.. and we simply slacked all the way till 4+.. and after tat I went to tamp to mit the rest to watch the division 2 final between merahans and ITE Genesis.. it was a tough match.. they drew 5-5.. it was fascinating.. I don regret watching this game right after werk.. but in the end, merahans lost in the penalty shoot-out.. felt sori for them.. but cedric rules!! Woohoo! He scored a nice goal..! top-corner summore.. uish! How I wish I cud shoot as good as him.. but nvm.. can practice..

And suzy, im sori I din get to accompany u to buy the prezzie for ur fwen.. I simply cant be myself la if there`s sumone I dono.. and asal la bnyk2 tmpt u uat ur art kat town?? Adoyoz!.. and wit sumone u hardly knew summore to ask for help.. hmm, its pelik ar.. I make it up to u sum other time k.. err.. tat makes up two.. if ya remember the first one.. hehe.. luv ya dear..

And I still jobless tis holidaes other than my kendarat.. I dono how people manage to survive without money.. yeah, money isn’t everything.. but still, money makes the world go round.. did I get it right?? Hmm.. and one more thing is tat Im gona stop smoking.. and im working very hard on tat.. its been a few daes already without a puff.. other than tat saturdae la.. my last.. my pack I gav to hafiz.. the temptations were there though.. and summore hafiz kept offering me a puff.. buih seh! Kate braders! Braders mcm gini pe?? hehe.. support me k people.. till then take care all.. holla!!

after exam

2005-09-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

Alrite people.. u all have been bugging me to update since weds.. haha.. im so sori regarding this matter.. especially hafiz being the first person to bug me..!! aaaargh! Sucker.. hehe..

Niwae, this week was exam week.. ive studied reli hard for my papers.. I had to do 4 papers altogether since one of my 5 modules is based on assignment.. I think I did fairly good for 2 papers.. but the other two I think im gonna flunk it.. but I guess I do still stand a chance in passing the overall.. all the best for me.. we will get to noe our results midweek oct.. in the mean time, I gotta find myself a job.. pls pls people.. any lobang, can pass it to me?? Hehe..

I din do much after exam this week other than playing xbox at Lot 1 choa chu kang on Thursday and friday.. and yeah ive completed Lord Of The Rings.. it was super damn cool! Haha.. Im sure glad I manage to complete it.. Hilmi and I were screaming throughout the game.. some part was tense.. haha.. remember the spider hilmi?? we were screaming at the top of our voice.. Haha.. it was fun..! reli fun! But now, we haven decide which game we gona play next.. maybe star wars.. but I don think we can play co-op in star wars.. haiz.. we will settle this later..

As on thurdae, I went to CMPB which stands for Central Manpower Base at depot rd together with my dad to defer my Ns there using the self-help terminal.. i was five minutes late for the appointment.. Suppose to be there at 9.30.. but luckily nothing was issued for late comers.. I gave the receptionist my letter of appointment and my school letter stating that im currently a student and ive yet to finish my studies.. I was brought to a room where there are self-help computer terminals to be used.. together with other students, we defer using the computers online.. it doesn’t take much time to defer actually.. I guess its abt 15 minutes im in the room.. juz nid to log in ur userId and password, change my password, update my particulars and than done! Ready for submission.. after tat I went home and slip after I had my meal.. on my way to cck tat afternoon, I msged suzy.. haha.. I tricked her in saying tat I hav to report for Ns on December and as for my studies, I hav to put on hold since they already hav my name on their database.. she believe it actually.. and im so sori to tricked ya dear.. haha.. but it was fun though.. and now im gona get it from her.. haha.. Im waiting suzy!! Haha.. bring it on gal..!!

For the past two weeks, we`ve not been contacting like we used to during skool.. yeah, she`s busy wit her werk and I doesn’t take the initiative to msg her.. I dono y but I don feel like to.. I always say to myself tat I mite be disturbing her.. but I wud not noe rite unless I reli called her.. haiz.. I dono wat to do.. hmm, u guys noe wat to do?? Holla pls…!! ahakz!!

my 2nd tutoring lesson

2005-09-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

met hafiz and shairy at jurong point banquet first before i went for my 2nd tutoring juz now.. i was late.. they told me to mit them at 6.. but i arrived ard 7.. haha.. i was sliping wen they text me on msn.. i woke up at 5.30.. surely i cant reach jp by 6.. and thus i told them to eat first and i will mit them slightly later.. so tat i can take my time to reach there.. hehe.. cheeky me..!

as for the tutoring goes, it oways doesnt turn out wat i want it to be.. todae the boy was more mischievous than before.. at least most of the time he sat on his chair for the first lesson, but this time, he kept moving abt here and there.. went to his room la, switch on the tv set, looking for his calculator.. adoyoz! i juz cant stand him! aaaargh! help me! his father had to sit in the living room to monitor his child.. the one im teaching kinda afraid of his father.. tats y wen his father was ard, he listen to me for a moment and start to do his werk properly.. i guess his father shud be there evrytime the lesson was conduct.. makes my job easier.. how i wish i cud hav him sitting down quietly doin wat i told him to juz like his sister.. lucky hafiz!

and now im eating the curry puff from old chang kee..! it was absolutely delicious..! i can eat tons of it without getting sick.. i juz luv the taste, the fillings, simply everything.. i njoy myself every bite i put inside my mouth.. yummy yum yum.. toking abt njoying it, i think i betta stop now.. post another ntry tmrw people.. holla!!

play xbox wit shairy

2005-09-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

nothing is so happening todae.. no skool, so i woke up ard 1 again todae.. my cousins came over ard midday juz now.. they were noisy as always.. tats y i woke up.. they even try to wake me up by shouting at my ear.. haha.. typical kids.. they oni ard primary 1.. irritating but at the same time, they`re cute too..

after i eat my brunch, online for awhile chatting wit my dearest sis.. im glad everything is cool rite now.. i miss chatting wit her.. she`s having her revision for her prelims and o'level.. wish i cud help her.. wana her to do well in her o`s.. she said tat she`s not intending to go into jc.. hmm, whichever skool u wana go, i`ll support u ayte dear.. but not ITE please.. i noe u`re capable of achieving better results than me.. all the best in ur revision and ur upcoming prelims and o`s..

ard 3+, i met shairy at bukit panjang interchange.. accompany him to eat at lot 1 macdonalds.. he`s so hungry.. he met me after his revision klas in skool.. after we finish eating, we proceed wit our plan to play xbox before shairy make his way to his grandma`s house.. we played Lord Of The Rings The Return Of The King.. it was SUPERCOOL!!! seriously without a doubt.. i wud giv this game ten thumbs up!(if i hav ten thumbs la..).. we manage to play until the 2nd last stage.. then we decided to stop as it was too tiring to continue.. and of coz we died (literally speaking)many times at tat stage.. we start frm 4+ till 7+.. and shairy was already late to go to his grandma`s house.. this game is super addictive..!! and thus he made the decision to go home instead.. haha.. pity him.. he`s tired..

and on my way home, receive a call from my klasmate kareem.. he asked whether i wana do some group study tmrw for database paper tis fri.. and i said im oni free in the morning till 6pm as i got some tutoring to do at 8.. hope tmrw wud not be a rushing dae for me.. so till tmrw, i`ll end my entry here my beloved earthlings.. haha..

hollaaaa!!

after tuisyen

2005-09-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

my wireless connection givin me prob again tis time.. it was connected, but then i cudnt do anything to it.. i cant log in to msn, cant surf internet and cant do any downloading.. shitto! i was irritated somehow..kept loggin in and out.. and finally i gav up, shut it down for good and watch Las Vegas till it finish before trying to log in again.. and sometime, miracles do happen.. i can use the wireless this time.. woohoo! i was afraid tat there wud be sumthing wrong wit my lappy.. i mite hav to go and do some reformatting.. but luckily nothing to wori abt now.. weeeeee!

i reach home ard 11 juz now after givin some tutoring to a primary 3 kid at jurong.. im werkin part time as a tutor currently.. oni for two months.. coz it wud be their exams then.. i hope i cud help this kid understand wat he hav to study on.. but he`s not helping himself.. he kept fooling ard while i was trying to make him do his werk.. can u imagine tat he can actually take his toy robot and started playing wit it in the middle of our revision.. i hav to ask him to concentrate and stop playing a few times before he actually listened and started doin wat i told him to.. but tat was obviously oni for a short while.. before he start to do some other stuff after tat such as playing wit his liquid paper, marker.., play tic-tac-to wit hafiz.., play the snake game on his father`s hp.. aaaaargh!! im a temperamental person and tis boy is testing my patience.. but luckily no scolding juz now as it wasnt so bad after all.. heis sumbody`s kid and i cudnt juz throw my temper at him although he`s rather mischievous.. cudnt blame him.. he`s oni 9 years old.. and yeah, juz like my fwen had said to me, this tutoring job cud actually test my patience.. in a sense it is good actually..

this tutoring is gona be held twice a week; mondae and wednesdae.. for two months.. english and maths are the subjects tat i hav to teach them..each lesson is one and a half hour.. it wasnt bad after all.. i nid money now and im trying by all means possible to get it.. so u guys can see tat even being the single child in the family wasnt tat goooooood after all.. being the single child doesnt mean u can get wat u wan.. my parents cant grant me all my wish.. my parents cant grant me money rite now for example.. haiz.. wth.. y i put tis in todae`s context aniwae..

so people, holla ayte! take care everybody.. try to blog again tmrw..

raining heavily..

2005-09-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

i slept after wen i was watching soccer this weeeeeeeee morning ard 3+.. it was france against faroe island.. the match kinda boring actually wen its goalless.. tats y i doze off in the middle of the game.. i guess i cant watch a soccer game wen lying on my bed.. i wud surely tend to doze off.. haha.. typical me..

i woke up nearly one in the afternoon wen i heard noises frm my living room.. it was my dad`s voice tats been making the noise.. he was toking on the fone and the way he tok as if he wans the world to noe wats their conversation is abt.. gedes-ness..! hehe.. i cant slip no more.. the weather was nice to slip.. it was cold coz it was raining frm morning.. but all thanx to my dad.. he made it impossible..

it was raining all afternoon.. din get to go to sungei rd.. and so i was at home waiting for sumting interesting to happen.. till abt 5+ nearly 6, got a call frm hafiz.. asking whether i wana go to adam rd to eat with them.. i obviously said ok since im way f-u-c-k-ing bored at home.. i reached adam food center ard 7+.. there they were waiting for me.. hafiz, hilmi and khien.. they were guessing wat i wud be wearing.. and mostly their assumptions were rite.. i did wear polo T, jeans and slippers.. (aidah! lawa ar slipper.. hehe).. they were from NTU before makin their way to adam.. they watch the match between FC Squirrels against Cornvix.. and yeah! squirrels won! woohoo!! gd job done..! but damn i missed the match.. they say it was good.. all thanx to them din ring me up earlier.. buih! haha.. and so after i sat down, we began to order our food.. hilmi ordered nasi goreng ikan bilis, khien ordered indian rojak, hafiz ordered mutton chop and chinese rojak and lastly i ordered stingray seafood bbq.. i ate it wit plain rice.. it was nice!! it was spicy, the way loike it.. yeah!

after we eat, we proceed to esplanade to chill.. we were on our way there ard 8.45.. and reach our destination somehow in-time to watch the last part of the performance tat was held there.. we chilled, play a drawing game somehow stoopid though but it was fun.. we also played making-up sentences.. each of us can come up wit oni 3 words to join the sentences as we took our turn.. it was reli fun as our mind gets dirty, cursing people.. hehe.. and we actually tot of doin it in msn again.. and now im waiting for them.. they have not online yet.. booohoo! thinking back of wat we`ve done.. it was funny.. we actually dono wat to do at tat point of time.. haha.. the craziness in us.. woohoo!!

i was quite happy todae.. at least im not bored at home doin nothin.. i get to go out at least.. but wat makes my dae was tat my dearest sis msged me! im so hapi to receive her msg after so long (a few daes i mean..) we somehow not in gd terms.. it was pretty ok for a start.. i mean i doesnt noe if she`s reli ok wit me or not.. but well, oni god noes.. i do luv her..

hmm, i tink tats abt it people for todae.. lets see tmrw wat in-store for me.. im gona start my new career as teaching.. haha!! as if! k, don forget to holla!!

after kendarat

2005-09-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

reach home ard 10 after my kendarat juz now at jurong east str 13.. it was a hard dae for me bcoz ive been on my feet frm 12 till 9.. 9 hours of torture standing up.. walking ard searching for dirty plate.. tis is my 2nd time of werking for 9 hours for kendarat.. usually it ends at 5.. but todae was special.. the groom is a teacher.. and thus, he invite all his staff over.. tats y it drags till 9pm.. shuckz! ard 8+ there`s still people coming in.. i was like aaargh!! don u noe its already late?? haha.. guess i was too tired.. but nvm.. got my 40 dollars and at least i cud pay y bills.. this mnth is alot.. shit! i cant find the other 60.. people care to help?? hehe..

i wana say thanx to hafiz and shairy bcoz they cud come and werk wit me todae.. fadil cudnt make it.. buih! hehe.. at least i got some company.. got sumone to tok to.. and yeah, the three of us kept grumbling wat time this thing ends!! haha.. but we still do our werk.. there are some nice people to oogle at.. shairy even smile to a mom!! haha.. funny la he.. it was fun though.. gini mcm la braders! werk together.. hehe.. but shairy said this wud be the first and the last time he`s gona werk kendarat.. gedes-ness la!! but nvm.. fir wud be ok already after exam.. so he can replace shairy.. no loss! haha.. im bad..

tmrw gona mit fadil and hazrul.. juz accompanying them to sungei rd.. i dono wat they are looking for over there.. one thing for sure.. they are cheap!.. haha.. so maybe i`ll try to blog wat we do tmrw.. kip a lookout people.. alrite! wana watch "dude, where`s my car now".. don forget to holla people..!!

and still there`s no sign tat she`s ok already.. she din even holla! but nvm.. haiz.. hope she doesnt hold any grudge towards me.. but if she do, i wudnt blame her.. all my life i cant blame anybody.. tis is juz me and my hard life.. im sori.. u noe hu u are.. at least i wish u read my entry.. its gd enuf for me.. take care of urself ayte.. once again im sori for wat happen.. don wana dread on saying all these things to see how pathetic i can be.. and don wana u have the thoughts tat im saying all these basically its juz 'alasan'.. and so i end this entry here..

how i mish both my dear.. haiz..........

after japanese klas..

2005-09-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

sori for the late update again.. been bz lately, exams comin.. and now left a week plus for us to do our revision.. its gona be hectic for a moment till exam is over.. hope i can survive during the revision week.. i got so much to revise on.. especially on Networking Fundamentals.. basically this module is all theory base.. and we hav alot to study and understand.. i don think i can make myself understand.. most probably i wud memorised it.. and i surely study it last minute.. i cant study so early before the exams.. tis is juz me and the way i study things.. coolz huh?? hehe..

last saturdae went to watch the NP Squirrettes frenly wit SP.. they won 5-1.. u go gerls!! they simply giv their hearts out playing.. sue scored a hat-trick for the team.. she rocks!! woohoo.. gd luck to ur pesta sukan this upcoming tuesdae.. all the best squirrettes..

last sundae we had our match against the night hawks and we lost to them.. 5-3 the score.. it shucks! seriously.. i do not noe wat went wrong and i don wana figure it out.. its the last game of our season and we din even achieve anything.. other than a 6th place in the league table.. haiz.. i don think tat our team is gd enuf.. its so disappointing for our supporters hu came to watch our match every week.. we din giv them a win.. im so sori to all supporters.. boohoo! during the match we were given pumping position.. we`re not performing as wat phat fami says.. and bla bla bla.. and after the match, during our debrief, he make us do 50 push-ups at one go! wat the f-u-c-k! we were given this punishment becoz we concede the 5 goals.. but come on la.. 50 push-ups at one go is totally hogwash!! even ns men will hav difficulties doin it.. let alone us! stoooopid!! i think he cant even do it himself.. and he have the cheek to giv us such treatment..

mondae i din do much in skool.. accompany hafiz since he`s down tat dae... bcoz of his stupid IS lecturer.. did not believe tat hafiz actually did his werk.. and wana fail him.. stooopid.. after tat we went to play pool at pool factor.. together wit shairy, fir, zul and khien.. it was fun though.. the malaysian won most of the game.. pro sia khien.. hehe.. malaysia boleh!! haha..

tuesdae din wen for my japanese retest.. request for a different slot.. decided to follow hafiz to play pool again but this time at jurong east entertainment center.. his fren blanja.. after tat i wen home while hafiz wen back to skool.. i get my floorball stuff and mit him again ard 5.. the gerls lost to UWC in pesta sukan.. pity the gerls.. the wana win the match but luck wasnt on their side.. nvm gerls.. heads up! u did great.. u scored two against them..! woohoo!

wednesdae met her before she wen to werk.. and slightly later, hafiz and ayu came to join us.. we all together wen to town as i send her to werk.. the rest of us decided to watch a movie but to our dismay, ayu had to go last minute.. pity hafiz.. din get to watch for free.. i hav to wait for her to finish werk and hafiz being a kind soul accompanied me till 10.. lope u hafiz! thanx.. appreciate ur company.. braders pe kan... heeeeeheeee... i send her back home.. reach my hse ard 12 and im tired.. slip time.. haha..

on thursdae, hafiz and i wen for a job application for moviebites at shaw house lido cineplex.. the interview wen quite well.. basically the manager oni told us wats our pay gona be like, wat we hav to do.. all tat.. hope can get the job as im totally broke now.. no money to pay bills.. boohoo!! after tat we wen to jurong point to buy hafiz 9% blonder.. he wana dye his hair so much.. i dono y.. y ar hafiz?? hehe.. then we went back to skool for our training.. the gerls were tough to beat.. they played well.. or shud i say we are slacking off?? hehe... but niwae, gd job done gerls... u scored 3 against us.. woohoo!

and todae, i had no klas.. no more IS klas for me.. coolz! no nid to learn japanese.. woohoo! slacked at home.. fadil came ova.. then ard 6+ proceed to jurong east to buy 'sumthing'.. haha.. hang out wit hafiz before goin back home.. and now im blogging waiting for my bedtime.. im so tired.. tmrw i got werk summore.. but luckily start ard midday.. hoppe its not gona be a tiring dae for me..

but before i end tis post, i wud like to say to my dearest sis, tat im sori for wat happened the other time.. i noe im being such an asshole sumtime.. i admit it.. but u shud noe me well rite dear, i don mean wat i say.. im sori if wateva shit i say to u hurts ur feelings.. im not blaming u for anything.. its my fault.. maybe u had a hard time tat week and i juz make it worse tat dae.. i reli din mean to.. i do hope tat u forgive me.. but if ure not, i juz wish tat our relationship doesnt end tis way.. im sori.. yeap, felt miserable enuf.. and the way u msg me back shows tat ure still pissed wit me.. well, cant blame u.. do take care of urself ayte dear.. still and will oways do luv ya..

and people.. don forget to holla ayte... once again i sincerely apologise for the late entry.. nitez..

assignment

2005-08-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

i don mind skooling for 3 years..
but wat makes it dreadful is tat y must they

hav projects or assignments??
or even presentation?? i simply hate it..!
isnt study for 3 years enuf? and as

for me, i hav to add another semester bcoz

i failed one of the module last semester..
and i hope i get to overload next semester..
so tat i can graduate early together wit

my frens and save my parents money..
as i hav said in the previous entry tat i hav

to finish my current assignment no matter

wat and to my delight, i did it!
in fact i already had given up yesterdae nite..

im so so stuck and i hav no idea how

to continue.. and if by todae i cant finish it,

im surely gona repeat

again tis module next semester and

of coz i don wan tat.. luckily

for me, my klasmate help me out..

im so thankful to him.. he`s the

A student in my klas and im glad

he is there to help me.. thanks

Addy! and my next task

is the presentation for

this assignment.. its

gona be held next

week.. aaargh!

stooopid...

well, now im so beat after my training.. next off

to bed after me posting this entry..
tmrw i hav to go for my japanese

klas.. ive been absent for the

past two weeks.. i simply hate it..
although i basically juz hav to sit

there and listen or say wateva

my teacher told us to do..
but still i hate it.. every week

there`s task to be done..
the overall grade gona

be graded in if i complete

the task each week..
juz hope for the

best..

ok for now guys.. hav to go to skool midday tmrw to hand in my assignment..
tata to all and
HOLLA!!..
ahakz!

slay k

2005-08-24T10:50:00.000+08:00

hey people im back posting.. after a long

self-declared holidae for me.. ahakz! im so sori to

all my loyal readers.. if there`s even one.. haha..

i din post anything for the past one week.. tot of

posting it during the weekends but to my

dismay, my fren wana borrow my lappy.. he

wana do his werk.. niwae, i got nothin

to do much, all werk are done.. thus, my decision

to lend him my lappy.. as for last week,

i cant remember much wat did i do or the

events tat had happened.. other than some

bickering between and.. err..., cant

say hu it is..but some of u

surely can guess..

haiz..

niwae, im gona start posting abt this week oni..

started off wit the match against slay-k on

sundae.. woohoo! after our long-awaited run,

finally we got ourselves our first win..

kinda pathetic so to speak but i cudnt care

less as the feeling of winning this match was

so great..! so great indeed! although we could score

more goals, we are satisfied wit the result.. hafiz score

again seh!! u got wat u wanted! and a free treat

from ayu.. haha.. suke ko eh! hafiz reach a total

of five goals for himself in which he scored a goal

for tis match as we won 6-1.. letting them score

wasnt so pleased.. but wth.. the three points

wat matter most as we currently in 6th position

in the table.. another win will bring us up

to 5th position.. and we are aiming tat spot at the

moment.. to giv some pride to our team.. and

we gona get tat win against night hawks

rite people??!! they wud surely agree

wit me.. so lets wait and

see the result after

the match this

sundae..

but tat night i cudnt slip well..

i dono y.. i wen to bed ard

3 after settling some prob.. luckily its

ok now.. or i can go gaga ova it.. adoyoz!

hehe.. thanx suzy for listening me out

ayte tat nite while im on the bus.. u got a

headache but still u willing to hear..

so shweet of ya.. i kept tossing

ard on the bed actually till i fell aslip..

and abt 6+ i woke up.. ring her

up so tat she`s on time for skool.. and i

wen back to slip.. ard 10+ make my way

to skool.. cant miss this klas again..

absent a few times oreadi.. y rafiz y?

hehe.. went home early to mit kareem

at bpp to do our assignment.. and we

ended up doin nothin much.. he cant

concentrate he says.. dono y..

then ard 6 we go home.. i got

nothing much to do at home

either so i went to slip..

10+ i woke up wen

suzy msg me.. but

she din replied..

gedesness..!

hehe..

had my training yest it was kinda boring i guess.. not

much people came for the training as it was oni

for the IVP players.. but it was great to see some of

the year 1`s hu din make it the first trial

came for the training.. most of the IVP selected

players werent there.. i think the normal

training much more better coz we hav

so much fun.. but seriousness will come

to play a part after the exam bcoz our

coach will be comin down to train the IVP

players.. its gona be hell for me.. mengah ar

nanti zy.. ahakz! and yeah hilmik, we got

ourselves another 'n-o-s-a-j'.. totally

agree wit ya..haha.. well im so tired

yesterdae nite.. and i hav to get

up early the next morn.. and

so i slip ard 2 in the

morning..

she was late todae as per usual..

but its ok.. oni waited

for her ard half an hour.. before we

make our way to skool in a rush..

and rite now im blogging in skool while

waiting for my fwen kareem to come..

we gona do our assignment this morn and

maybe after skool later.. depends on

the situation.. dateline for submission is

on fri at 6pm.. aaaargh!! stress..!

oni in a few daes time.. shit la..!

i dono how am i gona do it..

but i gotta do it! it all depends

on this assignment for me to

pass the overall module.. its

hard!! goin gaga

oreadi.. help

people..!!

by tagging..

ahakz!

cya..

NDP

2005-08-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

9 august basically stayed at home and

watch the parade on tv.. how i wish tat

i cud be the part of the marching juz

for tis exceptional dae.. hmm, but nvm..

in a few years time.. i mite get the chance..

but on tis dae my body is aching, got a

slight fever.. i was on my bed the whole dae

watching the parade..
pity me..

on wednesdae, hav to go to skool since there

are no holidaes for us.. unlike the secondary

skool students where they get to stay at home
and chill.. well, we being regarded as young

adults and thus there are no xtra dae holidae

for us.. boohoo!! its so unfair.. yeap i noe,

everything abt life is so unfair.. totally true..!
but before i make my way to skool,

i have to take my lappy at her house..

my lappy is wit her since on sunday.. but i

gotta hav to get it back to do my
assignment.. so i left my house at ard 12..

reach her place ard 12.40 pm.. her pri 6 sister

opened the door after i knocked a few times..

they din hear it i guess..or my knocking

is too soft.. well i dono.. then she said,

" wan laptop eh?" ..then i replied juz simply

"ya, laptop.." hehe.. how funny.. after

that she disappear for a moment i

guess to take my lappy, then her mom

came out frm her room.. smiled at me and

said " y did she borrow if there`s a laptop

in the house?" i juz smiled to her back and

laugh.. err, actually i noe the reason.. but i find

it kinda wrong if i mention it to her mom..

it may hav a bad impression on me..

tats y i kept mum abt it.. her pri 1 sister

kept running in and out frm her mom`s

room juz to take a glimpse of me.. she is

chubby and cute.. i like.. hehe.. after i get

a hold of my lappy, and smiled at her mom

and said thanx.. i dono for wat reason.. maybe

for giving back the lappy, but her mom replied,

" im the one hu shud say thank you for

lending my daughter ur lappy to do her work.."

i laughed and said " i`ll make a move first

la cik".. but i converse in malay.. after that,

im on the way to skool.. thinking back of

the incident at her house.. it

cast a smile of my face..

realising how silly i am..
haha.. rafizz..

rafizzzzz..

for wednesdae, i din go for 4-6 klas bcoz i

wana do my assigment.. left 3 parts..

together wit kareem, we manage to finish

up another 2 parts.. u see how efficient my

group is.. im so proud of it.. hehe.. but to

my dismay, kareem had to go home early

since he got something to attend to later

tat evening.. so ard 6+ he went off and

left me all alone to do the assignment.. ard

7 met zul and we went to eat at KAP

mac.. reach home ard 9+.. i

was already tired but later

tat nite i willingly

stayed up till 1+

to tok to her..

i luv her..

haiz..

then thur, went to skool wit her in

the morning.. after sending

her to lecture 38 where she wud

be havin her klas there, i went to klas..

reach my klas ard 9.30.. haha.. but

it was ok.. my lecturer juz arrive too.. so

no prob.. mit hafiz at 11 after my klas..

went to eat, then proceed to the lib..

where i cont doin my assignment.. at last

finish already.. left some touching up and

inserting information..woohooo!! at last..!!

shairy so swit to keep me company while

i do my werk.. he din go for his klas..

ini mcm la braders!! giv credits

to u shairy!! hehe.. i din go home tat

particular dae since im not goin

for floorball training tat evening.. went to

klas at 4.. and half and hour later we

cud go off already.. haha..stupid lecturer!..

met the rest at the lib again.. i did the

inserting information for awhile..then at 5+ i

was damn pissed off.. i threw my hp..

don wana elaborate on tis matter..

so fuct up!! by 6 went home.. cant

concentrate animore.. to suzy, braders..

thanx for listening me out.. and

suzy, im so sori to hear tat.. u noe

wat i mean gal.. sedih tetap sedih,

tapi kita kena teruskan perjalanan

hidup kita dan tidak harus

bersedihan selalu.. cebah rafiz! hehe..

u got me to turn to if ya wan.. i`ll

always be there for u.. u noe tat rite..

luv ya dear..! im hapi tat i got

some people to relate my

prob wit.. to giv me

some gd advice..

yeah..

we decided to buy sumone`s present

yesterdae.. the braders had planned

it the nite before.. haha.. but it all

turned out different frm wat

we had planned.. tat fridae i was

suppose to go for my japanese klas

at 1.. it ends at 5.. but i din go actually

claiming i had diarrhoea.. so stayed at

home and slip slip slip till suzy called

ard 3+.. tok to her.. she said tat

she wana go out.. asked her to mit me

first at bp since she got a straight bus

frm her place.. i was late!! oh my god!..

im so sori dear.. 'its unlike me'..

hehe.. i dono how long ur bus

journey wud be.. im so sori.. i`ll make

it up to u dear.. i promise.. and

so she reach bp ard 5.30 pm.. then

we proceed to skool to mit hafiz..

in the end hafiz, zul, hilmi, aidah, suzy

and me is on our way to town.. took

77 and alight at heeren.. oni

then si aidah suggested y don we

go to PS instead.. adoyoz..!! then

came the funny part where i

ask her to go and stop the bus..

but in the end the bus juz went

off.. we all started laughing when

hafiz started to make fun of her..

saying tat she`s small and petite

which makes the bus driver hav

difficulties seeing her.. sori

aidah not my fault..

hehe.. is it?

haha..

so we continue on our journey to

PS where we somehow

hav difficulties in making a decision

on wat to buy actually.. so

we basically walk around not

knowing wat we intend to buy..

funny huh? can say tat.. well from one

shop to another, still thinking

of wat to buy till wen came to a point

tat aidah decided on this one

thing.. and so we all agreed to

buy tat.. frm 7 till 9+ oni then we

got the stuff.. but aniwae, everyone

was hapi tat we manage to buy..

after tat, i send suzy to mrt stn

as she hav to reach hm early..

she got skool the next dae.. pity

her.. then i went to eat at macs

before we went home.. quiet tired

wen i reach hm.. din get to

tok to her tat nite.. so i

went straight to bed..

drooooolzzzz...

hehe..

and todae i woke up ard 12+ becoz of

shairy`s stupid msg.. hehe.. came

online after i hav my breakfast..

suzy was there.. she

wana me to post recent entries..

and ive promised her i wud..

and tats y ive not yet asleep..

boohoo!! todae`s match against

the Nanyang Termites.. they werent

a great team niwae, but in the end

they are the one hu had the last

laugh.. they won 5-2.. shit

la!! haiz.. i don freaking noe wat

went wrong actually.. we can

maintain, we can fight, we can defend,

we can attack.. but the thing

is tat we juz cant score!! haiz.. and the

next one against Slay-K.. im sure

we gona win.. not juz a win.. we jolly

well gona trash them.. im sure we can

do it! u all hav to witness this

match! there sure gona be a lot

of scoring and injuries.. they luv to

play wrestling instead of floorball..

i dono y.. stupid i guess.. da la

jersey color merepek.. da

kena la tu dgn drg..!! and

aidah, jgn lupe video

kita sume ayte..

hehe..

hmm, i guess till now my entry..

im heading to bed soon..

tmrw`s gona be a long

dae for me.. haiz.. gd nite

pipz.. and don forget to

HOLLA!!... tag is wat i

meant.. hehe..

nitez..

thon

2005-08-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

nothin interesting mondae morning..

basically wen to skool feeling so dull

and boring.. klas starts at 11 but in

the end met hafiz in the lib to giv

him stealth dvd.. din go for 11 klas..

but i hav to go for my 12pm klas bcoz

ive been absent quite a few times

for this lesson, i might get debarred

if i try to skip again..the klas lasted

oni 20 min.. then mit the braders for

lunch.. it was my breakfast

in a sense..

2 pm klas, i had my in-class assigment

for java programming.. it was quite

easy only tat i din manage to finish

my werk.. i help my fwen so much

that i jeopardise my own paper..

oni manage to finish the first

part of the question but the

second part was oni half

done..boohoo! was

hopping to get a

gd mark for this..

haiz.. now its

gone!!

after that i went to cck to buy new polos..

planned gona wear it to marina

later tat nite.. i bought black and

white.. coz these colours

basically suits me.. don like

bright and colorful

colors..! eeeks!

hehe..

receive a cal frm her ard 7+.. gotta mit her

in skool first before we proceed to

hav herdinner.. juz wen to bukit panjang

and eat soits easy for me to send her

back and easier for me to mit the rest at

jurong east before we proceed to marina

to watch the fireworks..it was breathtaking..!!

am glad i was there to witness it..

but even betta if she was

there..

**smile**

after marina we proceed to lau pa sat
to hav our supper.. ate kway teow

goreng and indian rojak.. it was spicy..

i like! shairy wud cry definitely..

next to esplanade to chill.. wish

suzy was here.. tot she`s out tat

nite.. cant seem to contact her.. i dono y

she switch off her fon..guess she don

wan her bro to contact her..

boohoo!but i don think

so lei...she luvs me..

don u dear?

hehe..

hafiz and his brurrness make our nite..

hehe.. we kept laughing and laughing

one after another incident..

first at lau pa sat, we were tokin abt

ear shit/"taik telinga" while we

were eating.. hehe..and i was saying

"it taste sourish.." hehe..and he replied

"mane ada! masam kan??".. i burst

into laughter first while the others

were slow to react to hafiz brurrness...

come on brader.. masam and sour its

totally the same other than

language and spelling and

pronounciation..

adoyoz!! kekek

siot..

wen we were at esplanade, we played

somecard games.. we tot khien wud

bring poker,but he brought donkey

and snap??? hehe.. funny la he..

but wat the hellwe don let tat

held us back

frm havin fun..tis time

hafiz brurrness is

acting up again..

we were suppose to have

5 cards in our hands..

and indeed we hav all

5 cards but hafiz was so brurr

during tat time, he tot he oni had 4

cards..and he said" y i oni hav 4

cards??"i burst into laughter

for the 2nd time..pai

tergolek-golek siot!

hehe..

then after tat we chilled, hafiz and khien

went to slip.. i tok to ayu..

abt personal stuff.. abt

her life, abt my life..

well, it was great

though..

7 am we left tat place.. i reach hm at 8..

went straight to bed, din

even change..wit my jeans on but

topless la..it was so hot!

hehe... ok everyone..

time todrool!!

hehe..

fireworks

2005-08-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

last posted was on fri..hmm, it seems tat i hav

a lot to say..

well let me start of on sat.. well i don think there are

any interesting story to tell abt tis dae..

juz stay at hm the whole dae

being a gd boy ad listen

to mama..

hehe

as for on sun, i got my match against

M.I Salibandy.. we`ve been thrashed

again!the score is 8-4.. im pretty

pissed off by how we defend.. especially

my line.. they cant expect to

me to werk alone.. i nid the whole

team to do the same.. we defend

and attack as a line.. fuck my line!

oppz! i shudnt say this.. but i hav to
let tis out.. cannot tahan ley..!!

was juz appointed as line captain..

but i don think i cud do anything

if they din do wat i told them to..

fuck them!

hehe..

we head to the toilet to hav our shower
after the match.. we reli fun in there

woohoo! there were a 'warden',

'elephants', 'sheeps'.. haha..

it was so FUN!! the warden sprays

using the hose to shower those

'animals'..hehe..one of the animal

was sprayed till the water goes

into the ear..one of it was sprayed on its

face.. hehe.. was so much fun!

but i cant tell u more

abt this incident..its totally absurd..

haha..u all shud be there to witness it

tats all i can say..

next we wen to eat at paya lebar long john

silver before we make our way to

pacific plaza.. i wana buy a new slipers for

myself.. my old one da pecah ar.. hehe..

im too violent i guess..bought a

quiksilver sliper, brown in colour,

its so nice, i like..! all thanx to

shairy and aidah.. although im

overbudget wen buying tis sliper

but it was all worth it.. its so

comfortable!!

after buying it, wen straight hm wit

shairy..reach hm ard 6, slept for

awhile b4 miting her

7.30 at cck..spent

some time wit

her till ard

10+..

luv her..

it was so funny!

2005-08-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

ive already typed a long passage to post, and this stupid

program juz failed to respond.. wat the hell! luckily din

reach my boiling point yet... or else.. hehe.. pandai2 ar

teka.. and now i try to keep it short..

im tired to type so much..

hmm, met hafiz at 11 todae together wit kareem and

we proceed to canteen 1 to hav our lunch.. then shairy

and hilmi came along and join us.. waited for hilmi to finish

his mee rebus before we make our way to the lib.. we decided

to take a long route to the lib juz to avoid the rain..

on our way there, we came upon these two guys..

they were having conversation.. if i heard it rite, they

sounded japanese! and hafiz imitated wat they were saying..

me, shairy and hilmi burst into laughter..!! hafiz reali
sounded like them.. hehe.. and he kept imitating till the

two guys were out of sight.. hehe.. eh morfeo, join me

in my japanese klas.. im sure u

gona score A+ grade!! hehe..

and toking abt japanese klas, i got a japanese quiz

tmrw!! and i din practice to write those japanese hiragana

characters.. or try to remember them at least..

i cant be bothered actually.. but the klas was fun though.. my

sensei kept saying in mixed language.. japanese and

english of coz! hehe.. hope its gona be fun tmrw..

and yeah i cut my hair todae!! all thanx to my mum

hu kept pestering me to cut my hair.. reli cant stand

her sumtime.. aaargh!! but i still luv her..

and lastly din go for my floorball training.. a lil bit

tired but the main reason was to do my database

assignment.. it has 6 parts to be handed in and

finish 3 parts juz now.. the next 3 parts gona try

to do next week wit William`s (my lecturer) help.. don

quite understand it coz i din pay attention in klas.. was

doin sumthing else at tat very moment.. not my fault

though.. hehe.. cant waste anymore time coz i had a

few assignments comin up next week and exams is

juz ard the corner.. actually in 4 to 5 weeks time..

damn! gona be f***ing stressed up soon! assignments

on one hand, and revision on the other.. aaargh! and

i hav another a year plus in poly?? juz my luck..

and everybody was saying like..

"its for ur future rafiz..".. ive heard this umpteen

times..
damn! juz wish all this end sooner

and make my life easier!

heading to bed after this..or maybe after the o.c..

dono if im gona

cal her tonite or not.. we`ll see ayte.. u

guys don forget to tag!! holla!! and hafiz..

the past tense of throw is threw ayte..

bukan..*ehem.. ko paham2 je la..

kekek sak!! weeeee!!

arise frm the dead

2005-08-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

Rafiz aka pescados has arise from the dead once again to

start blogging in this new layout.. after so long he`s

been buried underneath.. all credits should go

to M.F.M Production for producing such a

cool layout for me to arise back..

thanx ayte!i owe u

one brader!

a lot has happened to me in this few months wen im away..

but i don wana say much.. wats past is past

no point, life must go on..isnt it true

people??

and currently life has been rather pleasant for me.. i got

the pipz to hang out wit..the three braders!, NP

floorball mates, my klasmates..its so nice to have

them ard.. or else life wud be so dull and boring..

and i oso hav someone whom i can share sum

personal matters wit.. without them, i wudnt

hav known wat to do..credits goes to my

dearest suzy.., rinie.., the braders..

u noe hu u are! woohoo! luv u all!!

woohoo!!

as for floorball, yeap, been selected in the first draft of

the NgeeAnn Floorball IVP team..great achievement

as i reli wanted to get the place..and for now i got

it and i hav to werk double harder to secure my

place in the team.. thanx to all of u hu hav high

hopes on me.. appreciate tat..the second and

final draft wud be out after my

floorball league..and tat wud

be ard sept..

and

speaking of league, i join the NP Squirrels to gain experience

and to be a betta floorballist..the league just started not

long ago..our first match against VJC Cornvix..and we

drew 4-4 after we were down 3-1 by the end of

second period.. the secondmatch we against SP Mustang

and we lost to them 4-1..all thanx to our Capt Marvel!!

woohoo! he 'rocks'!..haha..and last week we lost

to ITE Genesis 17-1.. can u guys believe tat??

betta be!! coz tats the real score..no

comments abt tis match

though..it sux!

tis weekend our match wud be at M.I bartley..

against salibandy..i hope tis match wud

be our turnaround match and we

wud achieve a great result at the

end of the dae..coz we nid the

points to qualify to the quarters..

or else our effort will be such a waste..

and our money too! come down

people and support

NP Squirrels!

and now my dearest sis is sick, had a fever but she being

hot headed as she don wana go and c doc to get

herself cured! offer her a helping hand to send

her to the docstill she don wan! sal degil

sangat ni?? haiz.. pening tau i!

hehe..im juz concern..

sori..

and lately im so tired.. my body is aching all over.. and how

i wish i cud get a gd massage from sumone.. to crack my

back especially.. uish! im waiting for this to happen..

can u imagine? one of the weekends u had ur

match, then reach hm late at nite, the next dae u

hav to go to skool early in the morn wit ur

legs all aching bcoz of last nite.. then every tues

and thurs u hav ur floorball

training then u hav to go for another match at

the end of the week.. wit skool on everydae,

wit trainings, matches and u din get enuf

rest..how tired can i be? how i wish

i cud juz drop dead at this very

moment..i wont hav to feel

so tired animore.. fell

into a deep sleep!

deeeeep slip!!

and lastly, got back my common test results.. i aim for 2

passes out of all 5 modules..to my surprise,

i got 4 passes..and one more paper ive yet to know

the result but aniwae how miracle is tat! my

last min study has been my formula

since my primary and sec daes..

u guys shud follow it!

hehe..

and now im left wit 10 more mins before my time is up..

my sis wana see me post a new entry by then..

or else dia nk merajuk! haiz.. hope u guys

wont find my new entry toooo long ayte..

hav fun reading! don forget to

tag people!!

holla!!

rafiz dead

2005-04-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

RAFIZ IS DEAD....!!!!!

yeah that's right!!

He's dead...

DEAD..

DEAD..

DEAD..

DEAD..

..

borin..at hm..

2005-03-22T15:48:00.000+08:00

it was like so boring.. nothin to do much at hm.. other than thinking of wat im gona do alone here..

yesterdae.. i wen to eat after my programming revision klas.. relax fer awhile.. then make my way hm rite after that.. reach hm ard 2+.. so boring i went to slip.. woke up ard 8..log in to msn.. chat wit atilicious till ard 10+..haha.. leh tahan budak tu ehk.. bnyk songeh dia.. si suzy plak.. da online tk nk bual alek.. haiz.. penat agaknye dia tu.. tau2 dia da offline.. haiz.. nasib badan..

then todae went to skool..and i was late.. suppose to start at 9.. i reach the lecture theatre half an hour later.. haha.. my OS revision.. haiz.. so boring.. the klas ends at 11.. and i went straight hm.. im a gd boy huh?? can say tat way.. haha.. like real..

i dono wat to do rite now.. don feel like starting my revision.. i cant be bothered actually.. no mood.. my first paper is this thursdae.. coolz huh? and im not nervous abt it.. in fact i don even care.. haha.. i noe the wats the outcome gona be.. i still wana play and hav some fun.. tmrw no skool.. thought of goin out.. but everybody seems to study study study.. haiz.. left me alone.. im a loner i guess.. destined to be..

help me out guys.. im so bored wit my life.. no more excitement.. no more company.. haiz.. should i end it?? haha.. juz kidding.. some people may agree wit me.. woohoo!! haha...

continuation

2005-03-21T11:25:00.000+08:00

hmph.. the continuation..

wednesdae and thursdae nothin much happen.. other than go to skool which makes my life so so so so difficult.. on wednesdae, my klas suppose to start at 11 and finish at 2.. but in the end i went hm at 12.. haha.. how stupid am i to come fer skool oni fer an hour.. haha! the went back hm wit sharil and coincidencely met fadil wit his gal at bpp.. tok to him fer awhile.. ard 2+ he called and ask fer a favour frm me.. and i agree.. haha.. wat did he ask?? nah..don wana tell u guys.. sumthing... ehem.. haha..

then on thursdae, came fer my Operating System lecture klas.. ends at abt 9+.. i went to mit my fren, fazli after that.. he wana accompany me to lavender to endorse my passport.. haha...don wana stay in singapore oreadi.. so much things had happened lately and i wana ran away frm it.. haha.. i smell sumthing rafiz! i smell some bullshit here..!! by the time they finish extending my passport, it`s already 12+.. went to eat at beach rd.. after that went upstairs and hav a look at some shops.. my fren wana buy his water bag.. and me wana buy a sling bag..haiz.. no money ar.. look at the time! its 2+..we went to bukit timah to play pooal at mambo.. it was fun.. but i lost to faz.. haha.. im not so gd okey! haha.. ard 6+.. i make my way to skool fer my floorball training.. it was the our last training if the semester.. gona miz u guys!! boohoo!! haha.. went hm at abt 10+ / 11.. receive a msg frm my hp.. alermak.. ni adik.. tiba2 je dia msg.. haha.. sho shweet of her.. luv ya! muackz!

hmph.. fridae.. i went to skool in the mornz to accompany fadil fer his ECH written test interview.. but i was late and so he make his own way to the exam hall.. haha.. im so bad! wait fer him at canteen 1.. tot he`s gona finish late coz it stated that the test wud finish at 12.. but he finish it b4 11.. how cool is tat?? then we proceed to the atrium to wait fer firdaus b4 goin fer our interview at regent hotel.. we were so-like lost our way there.. c'mon! first time pe.. kasi chance la sikit.. haha! the interview turns out great.. they explains how our grooming shud be..and i hav to cut my hair!! wakao! don wan lei.. haiz.. but too bad.. hav too.. wana werk.. wana hav money.. so can joli..(if u noe wat i mean.. haha!).. dono how they got the information that me and fir were frm hyatt once.. maybe sharil.. alermak *budak tu..! oppz! abng tu..! hehe.. after that, we went to eat at fareast b4 we were separated frm fadil since he hav some errands to do.. we contact faz to ask if he wana play pool since fir got the mood that dae.. so yeah! we proceed as plan.. haha.. play pool till ard 7.. i make my way to my grandmas' hse after that.. chillz..

wat a fine mornz on saturdae.. wake up and get ready to mit fir b4 goin to jb..and that's abt 10+.. again im late! haha.. biase la rafiz katekan.. haha.. we reach larkin at abt 12.. u noe how long the fucking queue juz to hav our passport checked?? it was so tiring manz! haiz.. but nvm.. at larkin fir buy his sweater.. and i wana buy this bag, it was like so nice.. but i didnt brg much money wit me.. didnt withdraw frm the bank so that i can change to ringgit.. aww! poor thing.. haha.. but nvm.. i can go and buy it sum other time.. we went to xtra after that to hav our 'breakfast'..haha.. fir eat mee hailam.. and i eat mee bakso..! uish! it was really gooooooooooood! but oni that not enuf.. we buy two egg prata and ice kachang.. haha.. we were like so hungry at tat point of time.. then we buy our games both pc and ps2.., software.., dvds.. woohoo! besh ar.. by the time we finish browsing thru and bought our stuff.., it was already 2+.. we make our way to city square to watch my frens' performance.. he said to us the competition will start at 3 but its started at 1...hazrul buih!! babi la.. haha.. but nvm.. he won the competition as he teamed up wit the KL's crew Giler Battle.. haha.. very the funny rite?? hazrul my man treat us dinner as he won rm125.. woohoo!! muackz! luv ya bro! faggot jgk aku satu ari.. after that we proceed our way back to singapore.. but we walk frm the jb custom to singapore!! so tiring manz!! don wana do that again! da lah tgh penat, abeh kena naik spiral staircase summore.. fun fair kape?? tapi tape.. asalkan selamat sudah.. haha..reach hm ard 9.. relax.. chat.. then sleep..

sundae!! got werk todae.. aaargh!! but nvm.. wan sum money.. 11-5.. $30.. ok la.. reach hm ard 7+.. tok to my dearest adik.. suzy!! haha.. saket dia ehk.. kecian.. hehe.. tu ar.. main capt ball lagi panas2.. kan da saket.. kan da menggigil.. haha.. makin lama dia makin eksyen.. benci nye!!.. kerek siak.. haha.. saket hati nye!!.. tapi tape.. u tetap my adik.. sayang dia.. wahahaha! mcm betoik jek.. haha.. papela ehk.. last week i gave my 50 bucks to my mom since she wana go to the doc to buy her medicine.. and last nite i gave her my 30 bucks fer her to buy kitchen stuff.. haiz.. tak tercapai hajat ku nk simpan duit tu.. tapi tape.. i owe her much more than wat she owe me.. luv my mom!! haha..

and now im blogging during my revision klas.. haha.. was told to shut down or laptop down..but im so stubborn..!!haha.. k la.. cya.. my teacher is pissed off already..

bubbyez!

hazrul won!!

2005-03-15T12:02:00.000+08:00

i had fun last weekends manz! on sat went to plaza singapura to watch the floortechnics tore the competition down.. and they did! yeah!! i support them the whole way.. on sat it ends at 10 and they did qualify fer the quarter-final..which will be held on sundae 6 pm same place..it clashes wit my werk on tat dae which ends ard8-9 pm..

fuct manz! then i make my way home ard 11+ pm.. talk to my dearest sis on the phone while on the bus till i reach my blok till 1 am.. realli appreciate her loads! its was so nice of her to listen to wateva shit is in me.. luv ya! muackz! hehe.. take care gal ayte!..im there fer u if u eva nid a listening ear to listen to ur shit.. wahahaha! u noe how to find me rite.. juz a call away..

i oni went to slip oni at 2+.. i realli hav a fuct up mind tat nite.. haiz.. tapi tape.. i woke up at 8+ in the morn to get ready to go to werk.. at amk summore.. uish.. finish at 4 then proceed to my 2nd werk tat dae at wdlands.. im late fer it.. suppose to reach there by 5 and i reach 20 mins later.. haha! it surprise me tat i finish early.. by 7 i got my pay already.. woohoo! u rock rafiz! haha..

i straight away make my way to plaza singapura juz nice to see my fren's performance.. in which he did qualify again fer semi-final..and again fer the final!! woohoo!! luv tat guy manz!! he sux but yet so good!! haha... hazrul hamster!! hehe.. but he was beaten by the team frm thailand.. but tat doesnt matter! cmon manz! who can get to the final is already gd! i respect floortechnics manz!! and again i will come down to jb tis sat to support u guys!! tmrw must endorse passport already!! haha.. gd luck guys!

had my floorball miting yesterdae at al-ameen.. we might be havin a trip to kl during our semester break.. i wana go..but i wana werk.. haiz.. wish i can split myself into two.. the trip cost ard $250 max.. where got money?? aiyah.. haiz.. still cant decide yet.. todae's training was great although my line lost to al-azhar!! how can tat be?? but nvm.. its all in the game.. haiz.. im so tired.. and sharil offer me to werk wit him.. dono if i wana too.. haiz.. sumtimes im so fickle about all this things.. feel wana werk but then, wen the opportunity is there, i sumhow feel tat i don like it.. but see how.. if i wana too.. tis fri i can go fer the interview.. help me decide guys..! tag if u will.. pls pls..

and i got msgs frm this unknown person..! fuct this person.. sound so desperate to be my fren.. and told him/her to cal... so much of excuses..!! fuct la! may u die a terrible death..! i do think its a guy although im not sure yet.. my instinct tell me so.. u guys wana noe the stori..? reach me.. haha!

k la.. im damn tired.. summore tmrw must wake up early to lend my fren my lappy.. he got test.. and his lappy internet connection got sumthing wrong.. and he wana use mine.. but nvm.. im a kind soul who always been hurt by others.. boohoo!! hehee.. so i shall mit him at 8.30 to giv him my lappy.. and my klas oni starts at 11.. im so great, im veri kind, im very helpful ok!! wahahahah! like real rafiz..! no one appreciate u.. hehe..

ok bye!

suzy! thanx again ayte! muackz!
hazrul u sux!! hehe.. do it again at jb later tis sat!!
sharil aku lom tau lagi..

ok bye!

aftermath of psp

2005-03-12T14:13:00.000+08:00

sori guys fer not updating my blog tis week.. so bz wit my programming assignment.. im so tired doin it..( like real rafiz.. copy tired meh?? ) hehe.. yah, i copied my werk frm my frens.. oni the walkthrough of the whole assignment is yesterdae.. and i think i will flunk it again.. hmph..no no.. im sure.. haha.. wat to do .. i guess i will be retaking this module next semester.. so i wont be graduating by 3 years.. fuct! of coz i don wan it to happen.. but it seems that im goin towards that direction.. it was so fucking hard.. haiz.. my luck is gone.. but nvm rafiz.. get over it.. haha...

todae i will be goin out.. yeah! goin plaza singapura to witness my frens' crew the tore the whole competition apart wit their muvs..! they betta be.. haha.. cant wait.. hope they can win this comp.. the hav been practising hard fer it! hazrul!! all the best!!

sharil, ime aceh je eh kerna ko sanggup g johor belikan.. sayang ko! haha. . mcm real la aku ni.. satu ari aku jd faggot jgk.. pompan suma lari pe dr aku skrg.. betol tk sharil?? hehe.. men2 je la bang oi.. haha..

eh fir! nanti aku jumpa kat uma ko k? aku bwk rombongan! wahahaha!! suka eh ko nari... aku kate aku dtg siang.. ko nk lagi siang.. bastard toi! haha..

fadil nanti ko buih kita! kate nk g dgn aku.. abeh end up jumpa sane.. ar yela tu! nanti confirm tk dtg nye.. gini seh kwn!

eh..alermak.. im late.. bubbyez! nk p mandi.. haha.. bubbyez!

im sick

2005-03-04T21:26:00.000+08:00

hmm, hey guys.. i juz woke up.. im so sick.. haiz..
slip frm 4 till now.. uish! the feeling so great...
its been sumtime i had a sound slip..
i mean wen im sick..

morning klas was cancelled.. but didnt inform the gals.. then walao! perscilia called!! i was sliping and she disturb my slip.. so bad ar tat gal! then cannot slip oreadi.. u owe me one gal! i noe "i broke ur heart" la.. so is tis a way to get back at me?? hehe.. kidding oni ar..

after my shower, my nose started to create prob wit me.. u noe la i got sensitive nose.. easy to get flu.. in klas start to get worse.. mucus everywhere.. haiz.. im weak wen i reach hm.. straight to bed.. trus ngorok! haha.. tadela.. i don snore..

woke up at 9.. and im posting.. my body so tired.. im so so so weak.. haiz.. tmrw somehow a tiring dae fer me.. soccer the whole dae.. frm 9 in the morn till ard 6 or maybe 6+ in the evening.. and after tat, might be goin to esplanade to mit my fwen, or juz accompany fir ..if im not tired that is...

so for now, take care all.. i nid to freshen up.. i cant take it la.. im weak.. i nid her rite now.. but on the other hand, hmm..... tapi tape..

bubbyez!

dono wat to paste

2005-03-03T23:06:00.000+08:00

halu! here again as usual.. all of coz wana see me posrt a new one huh..

well tell u all wat, i got nothin much to say actually..

i did go skool todae, to accompany my fwen apply the course he wans..

oppz did i say he?? hehe..

the whole dae supposed to be a full dae fer me frm 9-5.. but i overslept in the morning.. so end up goin to skool at 12..

finish everthing at 2+...brg my fwen on a tour ard the skool..

by 3, got nothing to do.. go klas at 4.. by 4.30 finis klas oreadi.. wait fer her.. she didnt reply..

and now she`s angry.. aiyoyo.. cya ard ayte guys.. nid to go.. haiz..

YyYyyyyYY

2005-02-27T16:17:00.000+08:00

hey guys..im back posting.. juz ur luck manz! coz i got nothing much to do todae..
fulfilling some pipz request of a new blog ntry... well, the whole week a bz week wit polympics.. and my team won 3rd.. woohoo!! u rock guys!! the underdogs did it.. take tat suckers!

but yest i got a 'kiss' frm my opponent stick rite to my jaw..uish.. although there are no sign of any bruises.. but i could feel the tense muscle rite at my jaw.. i was a bit blurr and shock wen i got the hit..i was plunging my stick fer the ball to defend my post.. then, somehow tat player's stick went up my face and 'kiss' my jaw.. then, drama mama sikit la.. haha.. tapi betol seh saket..

but nvm..we won and tats wat matters.. at least didnt go home empty handed.. got a trophy and a voucher.. and sharil! ko nye trophy kat kareem.. kalo ko tk tau malu p amek dr dia.. wahahaha!

one of my programming assignments are done.. and the next one starts next week.. have to do well since i fail my common test rather badly.. fuck la.. donno wat telah happen.. it was so hard and summore it wasnt easy to understand..and exams in 3 weeks time.. sure gona be hell tis few weeks to come.. rush..!! stress!! of werk and sumting else.. aiyoyo!

and yesterdae went to see fir nye silat at kembangan.. dia aru g training satu ari last wed abeh da ada frenly.. smlm ko tk bagus ar!! wahahaha! kesian ko kena lawan budak national.. tendang angin ye bang?? hehe.. u sweat fer nothing?? hehe.. k la.. nanti ko majok susah.. haha..tapi tape.. ko leh buck up.. fer ivp kan? hehe.. all the best eh bro..

and my life is filled wit both hapiness and sadness.. ya, sadness.. of pipz.. yelar.. tkkan binatang kan? haha..

don wana say wats the thing tat im sad abt pipz.. but i`ll oni say tat frens are frens.. no matter how either one did sumthing wrong to the other, im sure u wont want to severe the ties tat u hav make between u all.. am i rite? a relationship bonding between friends are simply strong.. its not sumthing tat its so fragile like a glass tat its broken once drop.. its juz tat some things are so tense, anything can happen.. but at least don..haiz.. im speechless..

friendship is made in the heart,
silent,
unwritten,
unbreakable by distance,
unchangeable by time,

once a friend..will always be a friend!!

it hurts me to lose a great fwen..once u had a wonderful time wit, had one of the best conversation wit.. haiz.. these moments juz hard to come by.. but it can be written off juz like tat wen u broke the relationship..

unhappy things can be forgotten if u let bygones by bygones.. sorry seems to be hardest werd.. so wen sumone apologise to u.. be sure tat the apology is accepted.. don prolong the dispute between u all.. buang yg keruh, ambil yg jernih...

mohon ampun dan maaf kepada yg tertentu.. harap dimaafkan atas silap kate atau silap laku yg telah menyebabkan pertelingkahan ini berterusan sebegini..

malas

2005-02-24T14:20:00.000+08:00

eh aku malas nk update la brape ari ni.. sori ar.. mane nk uat aku nye assignment kan kan kan.. korg tau pe.. si sharil ni kate je aku tk update.. tapi dia sendiri tk nk update.. langsat toi! pemalas!!

then nw i got my floorball polimpiks.. so rather bz.. kinda no time to post a new entry.. sori guys!

and now i got no time either.. i hav to do a demo presentation fer my assignment.. i mite be updating a new one tis weekend.. if im not bz la.. haha..

and next week my psp programming assignment started.. so i guess u all noe la.. i WILL be bz.. wahahhaa! sori ayte..!

k la..cya! take care all! muackz!! and sharil..! ko jgn nk bising kat aku !! aku nk tgk baru nye post kat ko nye blog..

im walking away..

2005-02-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

I'm walking away... from the troubles in my life ;
I'm walking away... to find a better day ;
I'm walking away...

sometimes, some people get me wrong... when it's something I've said or done...
sometimes you feel there is no fun...
but now I truly realise... some people don't wanna compromise...

well I don't wanna live a life, too many sleepless nights...
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady...

I'm walking away... from the troubles in my life ;
I'm walking away... to find a better day ;
I'm walking away...

Well I'm so tired baby...
things you say you're driving me away...
whispers in the powder room baby...
don't listen to the games they play...
girl I thought you'd realise...
I'm not like them other guys...
and well I don't wanna live a life, too many sleepless nights...
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady...

I'm walking away... from the troubles in my life ;
I'm walking away... to find a better day ;
I'm walking away...

*//

of all the words u said to make me let go...
and ripped me to death while i still live...
and ripped me today for i still can't forget...
i miss u yet for all the fondest words u said...

//*

*//

It hurts to see you walk away...
For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life...
and the time we shared will forever be a part of me...
so even though I realize it was never meant to be...
still, it hurts...it hurts to me...

//*

*//

There's so much that no one knows...
So much that no one sees...
About the way i feel inside...
My thoughts and my needs...

Maybe its that they don't look...
Or the fact that i don't show...
Either way, there are things inside...
That no one seems to know...

I'm screaming inside...
A smile is what you see...
But i am not content with the person i seem to be...

//*

*//

To be honest with you,
i dont have the words to make you feel better
but i do have the arms to hug you,
i have ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about
and i have a heart that is aching to see you again...

//*

sick sick sick

2005-02-12T14:28:00.000+08:00

aiyoyo..tis few daes im so sick.. at first it was oni a flu.. recently started to cough.. and now its getting worse.. skrg da ada phlegm.. and im coughing pretty badly till my throat hurts.. feel like wana slit em.. aaaaaaaargh!!

tapi tape..lame2 pun baik jgk kan kan kan..ahakz! im so bored rite now.. dono wat to do seh.. im so sick, doesnt feel like goin out.. but at the same time, staying at hm wud make me feel like in a prison..nothin to do much.. don feel like doin my assignment.. although the dateline is 1 week+ frm now.. aiyoyo..

im so lethargic.. then tmrw got a soccer match summore.. dono i cud recover in time or not.. wana play the game badly.. but then im afraid my cough will become worse than todae.. haiz.. got any idea guys?? contact me now..tis boredom can kill me! aiyoyo..

skrg sume ada hal eh..satu2 ada je dia nye problem.. aiyoyo.. kesian drg.. tapi tape..

Maybe in life we have to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying. ~*pescados*~

no klas..

2005-02-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

as usual back to skool on mondae..klas starts at 9.. aaargh! programming prac klas..sux! tot my dae would be so boring.. but it proves me wrong.. my lecturer didnt came at all.. but the thing is he didnt inform us.. so half the klas came in at 9 juz to do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! how great can it be?? the rest is in hols mood and didnt even came to klas.. hmm.. i could hav woke up later fer my 11 am klas.. memang ar ni cikgu.. saket hati gueh.. hehe..tapi tape.. so i finis klas at 2 since there are no programming klas at 2-4 fer my tutorial and lecture.. wooohoo!! after tat mit fir to go fer a job interview.. firstly they say it was event coordinator..tot it was sumthing besh at first.. we were told to come fer training tmrw..

ok todae i went fer me training..must reach the office at bukit merah by 9.. wake up very the early manz! reach perfectly 8.57.. got the first impression rite.. neva be late fer the first dae.. hehe.. then wen we meet the manager.. he told us we wud be assigned to one trainer.. so i tot i wud be separated wit my frens.. luckily im wit sharil.. and my guess is rite.. we hav to do a marketing job.. promoting stuff..and we got our pay by commission fer every stuff sold.. ko tau la aku..mane la kuat bobal..da la pemalu.. hehe.. i didnt even approach one people.. i cant do tis job..suppose to finis at 5.. but i took the decision to leave at 2.. haha.. reach hm by 3..trus tdo!! lagi besh!! haiz..gota look fer other job soon.. i wana werk fer oni weekends..pokai gueh tau! hehe...

hmm, tis morn i was woken up by a fon cal.. my fren la ni.. cal tanye nk g main bola tk kol 1?? dia tak tau panas kape?? hangus aku nanti.. da la skrg aku gelap.. aiyoyo.. then golek2 kat katil.. kol 1 aru mandi.. nari tk nk kuar mane2.. bab da nk saket ar.. brape ari ni asyik flu je.. aiyoyo.. abeh skrg tekak da saket.. phlegm lom jd lagi.. nanti kalo da jadi lagi teruk.. tape skrg da start batok2..confirm by this weekend saket punye la.. kena prepare ni.. wish me well k guys.. hehe.. satu ari ni asyik tdo je.. kol 4 td tdo lagi bab da tk leh tahan pas amek obat selsema.. haiz.. bngn maghrib..biase la..my mom kejut.. mane leh tdo kan ard tis time.. ikut setan.. tapi ape leh uat.. anak nye memang setan.. hehe.. toi tk kawan2?? hehe.. paham2 je la..

tis chinese new year don seem to go anywhere since im sick.. tapi tape.. leh relax kat uma da bagus.. si sharil g sentosa nari.. alek confirm makin gelap dia.. woohoo!! da leh kacau2 dia! wahahaha...! hmm, k la.. hapi chinese new year to all!! GONG XI FA CAI!! hongbao na lai..!! hehe..

johor wit sharil

2005-02-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

wakes up at 11..juz to go to jb.. suppose to mit the rest at cck platform at 12.. but then i went out ard 12.15..and wait fer sharil summore..aiyoyo..! tis fella ar.. memang tau.. reach cck nearly 1.. aww! so shweet! fir, haz, fadil all there waiting fer me and sharil.. syg drg..slalu aku je kena tunggu.. hehe! first stop is larkin to hav our breakfast.. sume nasi ayam.. whahaha! then sharil beli boxer..spongebob plak tu.. nk step cute seh dia..wahahah! men2 je la k.. haha.. dia nk beli sluar tak jadi..bab mahal..lagipun dia tk bawak bnyk duit.. kecian dia.. the rest fadil bought his stuff too.. i bought another shirt..same as sharil.. then after tat we took a cab to ANGSANA.. there, fir bought his stuff there.. sharil bought a new bag down there.. fer oni 35 ringgit?? wtf!! the sling bag i wana buy cost me 60 ringgit?? mcm sial!! saket hati sak.. kalo beli je aku pokai.. geram je aku tgk..! haiz.. tapi tape.. pas tu nak main pool kat sane takut da lambat plak nanti nk alek spore.. so plan cancel.. hehe.. b4 goin back to city square, sharil p toilet! ar amek ko! sikit nye lambat..!! merancap kape bang??? sikit nye lambat siak.. org buang air besar pun kalah siol! naik penat bontot aku tunggu.. da kuar boleh senyum2 lagi ni.. custard toi!

then on the way g city square plak si taxi driver nk uat hal lak.. babi betol! da separuh jalan aru kate kalo leh dia tk nk amek kita..bab city square nanti jam.. pukimak ko nye laki la!! babi betol!! benci sak aku org gini.. leh kate siang2 kan.. darah naik siak aku..menyirap abes.. tapi tape..sampai jgk kat city square.. asap dulu sementara tunggu fir dgn zrul sampai.. drg kena naik lain taxi..bab driver babi tu tk nk amek 5 org.. kepala hotak ko la..! otw alek taxi ko terbabas! ko tersangkut kat lamp post la..!! wahahah! aru aku betol2 ketawakan..

tak jadi nk g beli wristband yg zrul nak..dia tiba2 tukar fikiran.. dia kate lain kali.. tapi tape.. next off we go to eat....!!! woohoo!! kita order ikan pari bakar dgn kerang.. sup seafood tom yam.. omelette..(toi tk spelling??) hehe.. 8 plates of rice.. wow!! betol nye makan.. tgh makan sume senyap.. da abes makan satu2 ada je karenah drg.. wahaha! tiba2 bual pasal pompan yg ko nk kawin.. tak leh angkat siak biler hazrul tanye kalo ko kawin nanti, skali biler part ko nk main je, ko nye bini ada batang!!! wahahaha! kekek siol.. giler nye jantan..fikir yg bukan2..nk step decent konon sblom kawin tk nk main..ikut adat.. siak je.. harap2 dia kena la..sume tolak balak kat hazrul..waahahaha! abeh so fir lak tambah2.. biler tgh tgk porn..si pompan tu tiba tembam kat bawah.. sumthing buldging out!! siak ar..aku tgh asap pun tersedak siol.. abeh si sharil ketawa tk ingat dunia.. in fact kita sume same la kalo nk dikatekan.. nasib baik keliling tak ramai melayu.. siol je.. kecoh siak.. nice ending to a tiring dae.. perut pun naik saket sak ketawa..ape tak? lepas makan siol..

puas hati siak g jb nari..slalu nye 4 org je.. nari ada sharil..diff stori.. makin giler..bwk rokok alek lepas.. bab abng sharil ada kan.. hehe..lagipun dgn muka dajal aku(toi tk nurul??) drg tk check.. bagus! abeh and up aku ada 7 batang je..mcm ne nak tahan pai next sun?? satu ari satu?? mampuik gueh!! mane leh gini sak.. tapi aku pun nk kena jaga diri kan.. toi tk kawan2..?? hehe... kkz.. selamatz!

freshbox

2005-02-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

wakes up at 11 juz to watch gundam seeds at 11.30.. tat stupid bugger sharil asks me too..! fuct la.. hehe.. sori ye bang.. then ard 1+ have my 'breakfast'..hehe.. proceed to sharil`s hse after tat bcoz our plan was suppose to go to east coast..there are some gathering goin on there frm my skool.. the malay club.. then we came out frm his hse ard 3.. surely we gona reach east coast at 5.. aiyoyo.. so late?? bcoz of sharil la ni.. tk nk mandi..

we end up mitin firdaus at far east.. he got his hair cut.. so cute and adorable..wahahaha! im like a gay sia..! my 'abng' so decent.. hehe.. in the mean time, the rest of us-sharil, rahim and me.. went to pacific plaza to look at things.. naik geram gua tgk..! hehe.. less than half an hour meet fir back at far east..then we proceed to bugis village due to change of plans..decided not to go to east coast.. there, i buy a new shirt.. FRESHBOX tees!! i bought wit a black colored collar.. thinking of goin there again next tues..CNY eve.. but im afraid tat shop might be close.. haiz.. c first then.. but i wana buy another one..

after that we met zul at esplanade..slack wit him.. chaotic manz! all bobal mepek siekz! had great time chillin.. next to the esplanade underground to mit zrul wit his krew.. slack there again.. neva get tired of seeing do his air-flares.. sharil and zul wana learn to do some wall flips.. leher patah kang besh! hehe.. reach hm ard 11+..so sianz! alek uma je confirm da start engine merantau.. aiyoyo!! tak leh angkat la sial.. tapi tape.. pai naik giler pun ape kisah..toi tk?? hehe..
selamatz!

bis

2005-02-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

todae the last dae of my common test.. BIS was my last paper.. manage to do it.. but mostly i wrote lotsa of craps fer my essay.. haha.. nvm.. if luck on my side, i`ll pass.. if not, u guys surely noe the outcome rite.. haiz

eh, tell u guys wat..i wana werk la..at least fer weekends oni.. u guys got any lobang or not? sempit ar skrg.. tak bernafas..haha! if u all noe wat i mean.. really manz! where i hav to pay my own fon bills..skool pocket money.. aiyoyo! cant oways rely on my parents all the time.. wana be independent.. toi tk kawan kawan...? hehe..so if anyone got any lobang, try to help k.. realli appreciate it much..

hmm, wat am i gona do tmrw?? not sure.. been asking my fwens whether they hav any planz.. don wana sit at hm.. mendakz siol! bt i noe tis sundae wud be fun.. goin jb again.. fadil nk belanje.. gerek jgk ar.. aku nk ketuk dia abes abesan...wahaha! dia da terlepas ckp kan.. rasekan ko! hehe.. kesian jgk ehk dia nanti..tapi tape..skali skala..

haiz..getting bored now..nothing much to do.. haiz ..haiz.. haiz...

a maths

2005-02-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

my A maths paper done yesterdae.. noe nuts abt it at first.. i was invited to do some last minute revision wit my mr kong.. the invitation was oni fer those hu really don understand the topics being taught.. it started ard 10.30.. and suppose to end ard 12.. but i was so slow in doin it and i oni manage to finis my 3 ca`s at 3.. how slow can i be.. but to me its pretty fast though.. a long dae fer my brain..oni maths data been insert.. haha..! but it seriously pays off.. most of the questions asked was frm the 3 ca paper.. how great can it be... my mind is still fresh at that moment.. i got the same ans as wat i hav done b4.. hope no careless mistake.. didnt check it.. very the lazy.. serve me rite if there are lots of them.. but im pretty sure i can make it this time.. maybe an A.. hehe..so confidence huh.. but nvm.. at least my hard werk pays off..

and now im at sharil`s hse waiting fer him.. told me to be at the bus stop at 1.. when i called him, he juz woke up... how sux can it be..? hehe.. went to his hse.. do my blog ntry and gona start my revision soon after tis..hav to study manz! i don wana fail anotther module.. 2 is enuf! wish me luck guys.. hehe.. till then, take care all..!

programming test

2005-02-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

had my problem solving programming test yesterdae..kaoz! terkencet aku uat! haha.. it was so hard.. or is it i didnt study?? hehe.. yeah i did nothin abt it.. noe it was gona be hard but still i didnt take the initiative to study hard fer it.. juz cant help it la.. i cant concentrate much yesterdae.. even though i went to skool early, all i did is play games wit sharil.. haha.. i took oni an hour to "do" all the question.. haha! after tat i went to mit ma swit! she`s havin her project mitin.. she`s so adorable manz! send her back hm after tat..

and todae had my event driven programming test.. aiyoyo.. its hard but much easier compare to yesterdae`s paper.. manage to do a few programming codes.. but i guess i might juz pass it.. after tat tot wana be wit her, but then she wana me to go hm.. haiz..so sad.. but nvm.. i went to mit my fwen since he gt some prob.. she went to do her project.. get to tok to her fer awhile wen she`s on her way hm.. but in the end she wan me to hang up since im calling her using my fon.. she`s so understanding..but i juz cant get enuf..hehe..

after tat i went out wit my fwen to banquet.. eat wit him b4 heading to bp park to chill.. all this while in my mind is her.. haiz.. dono wats really wrong actually.. aaaaaaaaargh! nvm..tink positively rafiz.. tink tink.. hehe..

tmrw is my A maths paper.. gona mit my lecturer first in the mornz to do some last min touch up on certain things.. on those topics tat i noe nuts abt it.. haha.. been slackin too much.. hope gona do well tmrw.. wish me luck guys! muackz! waahahahaa!

versus flamboyant

2005-01-30T15:08:00.000+08:00

hey guyz, im so god damn tired todae manz! yesterdae went out wit my fwens.. went to peninsula plaza follow sharil buy his new guitar strings.. then we to burger king to fill our stomach.. we head off to the esplanade riverside to see a performance held there.. we reach there ard 8+..din get to see liana`s performance... so sori..hehe.. after tat went to esplanade underground to mit haz.. relax down there watch him do his stuff.. then sharil and fir started to join in the fun of breakin.. where i juz sit down n see their karenah.. mcm2 la kawan aku ni sume.. i reach hm nearly 12.. my dear called right after i alight frm the bus.. wat a timing!! hehe.. luv her so much..

reach hm, hav my bath then call her back.. no time wasted..! hehe.. but she received another call frm her fren.. they tok till 1 while i waiting fer her in my empty hse..nth much to do.. aiyoyo... wish i can be wit her at tat point of time.. shhhh!! hehe.. then continue our conversation.. then i decided to put down the fone since she kept yawning.. pity her.. she`s so tired.. juz a plain few hours of slip coz me to hav a headache early mornz wen i was on my way to jrg fer my soccer match.. berdenyut kau! hehe.. tak leh ang gua! wahahah!but its ok after awhile..try not to tink of it so much..

wen hm at 2..my legs wobbling already.. aiyaiyai..! hehe.. wait fer my fren to cal b4 goin to tampines.. cant stand doin nth at hm although im so tired.. i can get restless so easily.. cant meet her todae.. she still need to finis up her project and she`s goin out at nite later.. hmm, hope she had fun later..i cant say anything much either.. oni tat im gona mis her so much.. haha..! im so crazy!..

but wait a minute! we lose to the flamboyants 7-0 i tink.. hehe.. so slack and no killer instinct in front of goal..we had so many chances and we didnt capitalise on it.. shitto! hehe.. but nvm..there gona be another match in two weeks time.. hope we cud do betta tis time round.. tmrw`s my psp common test.. yet to study!! cannot la.. cannot understand, cannot concentrate, everything cannot!!! aaaaaaaaargh!! hehe.. try to study at nite later if i can.. and do some touch up tmrw mornz.. wish me all the best ayte guys! luv u all..especially her...

*wink*

a misunderstanding

2005-01-29T16:48:00.000+08:00

to my dearest.., u say tat i don trust u like last few daes?? where did u get tat frm? i trust u whole-heartedly..everytime, ever since we are together.. if u don realise, im so sori.. i phrase it wrong tat makes u misunderstood.. but im sure here tat its all a misunderstanding syg.. im not playing wit u dear.. im true to u.. im fer real.. pls don get the wrong impression of wat i say in the previous blog ntry.. i phrase it wrong and i don blame u fer being angry wit me.. but pls don say tat i don trust u, i don luv u and im not fer real or true to u..

im totally affected by wat they say..its juz tat i cant show it.. im so sori.. but if u insist in saying tat abt me..i don mind.. im at fault too.. i didnt show my concern towards u.. maybe tat causes u to hav such opinion abt me.. but dear..i thank them fer showing concern abt me..and not bcoz they bitch abt u.. y wud i thank them fer tat?? pls.. and i did say tat i wana all this concerning stuff to stop juz bcoz i wana hav my life back wit u.. wana go on wit u so bad.. i really hav strong feelings towards u.. u say tat it might juz be an infatuation.. but tell u wat, i didnt think so.. whether or not to believe me its up to u.. but i wish u do..

im not testing ur patience dear.. y wud i do tat?? i don wanna lose u fer gd dear.. i don wana bcoz of tis misunderstanding to be the cause of our fellout.. it might juz crushes us both and i don really wan tat to happen ever.. pls dear.. pls..blif me

my love so pure
my love so true
my love so strong
is what i've found in me to u
u make me smile
u help me live
u make me happy
it is u who all my love i want to give
through good and bad
tears and pain
love and hate
u make the sun shine
u stop the rain
your sweet kisses
your gentle embrace
your beautiful gaze
i long to be with you face to face
i want you to know i miss u
i want you to know i care for u
i want to lie here next to u
and say i'll always be there juz for u
i miss u with all my heart
i would say all these things to u
if only it were
oh...if only there were u

plz dear.. i Luv u so much.. Im not toying wit u.. im true and fer real to u dear.. I do trust u.. pls blif in me again.. i didnt realise i did broke ur trust.. pls pls pls dear julz.. i luv u..i realy do!

hate u all

2005-01-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

haiz.. mix feelings in me abt u all ! serious! dono y.. i somehow wana be angry and juz f**k u all.. but some part of me told me tat i shud be grateful.. hmm.. dono wat to say..

frens somehow can become an enemy in disguise.. but at the same time, they`re not.. aaaaargh!! i dono wat the hell wat im tokin abt.. seriously..y do i have to go thru so much bullshit.. it sucks bullshit, its tull mull bish!! if u dono wat im tokin abt, check the dictionary.. there are more than 10,000 werds in there and im sure u can find them.. as this person told me once.. check the meaning urself.. screw urself out! haha..

under this...
Under these sleeves are scars of pain
under this smile is sadness and anger
under this mask is a scared little guy
but above all the pain
above all the anger
there is happiness
happiness of friends and loves
happiness of family and life
this little guy isn't so little
this little guy sees the happiness
this little guy......sees the love......
this little guy is in heaven now
while his life is in hell....

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!! fuck it! smilez guyz.. cheers..! hmm, tat sounds sooooooooooo familiar..!

queensway

2005-01-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

so tired todae manz! dono y.. hehe.. go fer my programming klas todae at 10.. didnt do my prac at hm bcoz i was so brurr.. didnt even understand wat the hell the question was trying to say.. all i noe tat there are some syntax to be copied and paste onto my form design.. if u all understand.. so sori if u don.. actually i break my promise to my teacher tat i was goin to do at hm b4 the revision klas.. but i didnt do it.. haha.. felt so bad.. then i do my programming hwk in klas.. wen he was teaching us to our tutorial.. haha.. hw bad can i be.. hmm..

then i went to queensway to do some alteration fer my jeans tat i juz bought frm jb.. it was so long till it covered my whole feet.. but the waist is juz nice.. i don get how this 'jeans-maker' make their jeans?? y must it be so long? its not as if all pipz is ard 180 cm rite?? aiyah..but i understand..if they manufacture shorter jeans, those hu are so tall cant get to buy.. hehe.. im sooo thinking how its convinient to me.. after tat i go hm.. nth much to do either.. hehe..

alermak so sori guys.. hav to go..sumthing crop up..
aku sambung cerita nye..wahaha!
take care all..
muuuuuuuuuuuackz!!

hurt again

2005-01-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

hmm.. dono wat to say much nw.. as usual ups and down in my life.. firsly is abt skool..coz y? im havin a had time understanding several topics taught by my teacher.. haiz..makin lembab aku nye otak.. need to hav a private lessons wit him.. oo0o0o0o0o...! hehe.. need to master the topics.. afraid cant make it fer my common test.. and even worse, which is my exam! f**k!.. luckily i pass my ca3 tis time.. so my overall marks not so bad la.. haha..!

secondly hmm.., all thanx to all hu really show their concern towards me.. im still walking on a pathway tat has no guarantee.. its not tat i don appreciate their concern fer me..in fact im touched! seriously! its hard to hav frens tat really show concern towards u and giv u advice and stuff.. but all this concerning thing has been somehow out of hand.. y did i say tat? coz.. u all kept asking me to leave her la, forget abt her la.. and u all think its easy? i don tink so.. and bcoz of this, the more u all kept pressuring me, the higher the chance of her nt to trust me.. and i don wan tat.. i juz hope u guys let tis matter rest here and let me handle k.. if still i got hurt, cant blame u guys..im the one willing to take the risk.. if it does really goin out well, im sure u guys gona be hapi fer me rite?

hmm niwae, its not nice judging pipz the way u tot they are.. i really wan this matter to rest and let me go on wit my life the way i wan it to be.. sori eh guys fer saying this.. i will still take note if u guys said to me.. no more fighting between frens.. nobody wud one to be bitch by others rite.. fer example wen ure innocent and 10 over call u a murderer wud u like it?? u hav to tink abt others too ayte.. juz a reminder oni..

and sharil..!! ko fail lagi TP?? mampoz! mcm ne aku nk g skola nanti? aku nye concession abes 6 feb!! by then kalo ko tade moto amaciam?? buih ar ko!! hehe!! mcm gini ke sayang aku?? u break my heart!! wahahahakakakallala!

btw, i wana noe hu is CONCERNED and FoEGET IT.. plzzz i wana find out ur identity.. nothin matters actually.. i juz don like askin everyone hu u guys are.. sori..

bubbyez all.. i hope all this shitz stop here and let me hav my life back.. haiz.. penat tau! wahaha! take care all..muuuuuuackz!!

missing u

2005-01-23T06:52:00.000+08:00

haiz..look at the time...its 5+.. and ive yet to sleep.. i dono y.. i must be crazie man rite.. in fact i was thinking the whole nite...yes thinking abt her.. wat did i do wrong? did i say anything wrong? fuck la!.. i dono wats wrong.. haha.. all i noe is tat i missed her fer 2 daes oreadi..miss her smile.. dono y.. we`ve been goin along well yesterdaes afternoon.. but wen at nite..decided to msg her since ive been missing her alot..and summore ive becomin more restless at my couz hse.. she went out wit her fren..but wen she replied, i was so hapi at first.. but then wen i read it..it was cold! i dono wats wrong wit her.. she seems to be complaining abt my frenster`s fren list.."wah so many fans huh.." dono wat she meant by tat..is it so sarcastic or a compliment..?? but tat doesnt matter..wat matters the most is tat she doesnt believe me wen i say i really do like her.. she tot all guys the same.. i noe she got her own pride and dignity fer saying tat.. but..it doesnt make any sense.. she tot tat im trying to play her out..since sharil was my fwen..and i might take revenge on her for him.. well come on la.. tkkan aku nk jd babu org kan nk mainkan perasaan dia..?? wat did i get in the end? ya sharil nanti rase puas..and hapi fer me being his fren.. and ya so?? ape aku dpt? i wud oni hav a bad impression upon myself.. hu wud wan tat?? i certainly doesnt want tat..even IF sharil ask me to do tat, i WONT!..fuck it!

aaaaaaargh!! and i might losing her now..again! haha..she`s playing games? i dono..hope not! wat if she is? i juz hav to be prepare mentally.. hehe..and i hav the guys hu wud care fer me..i luv u guys..!! woohoo!! she told im gona hav a hard time convincing her tat i truly cares fer her.. been msging her frm 11-5, still no reply..biase la tdo dia tu..kita je kat sini ingatkan dia..then send her msg thru frenster till 6+..hav my morning prayers, doa seberapa yg aku leh..supaya kuat kan iman ku, dan tabahkan hati ku ! hehe.. then decided to make a new post here..i wish she cud understand how true my feelings towards her is.. haiz.. tape la..

later im goin to jb wit my fwens..yippee! get to buy new jeans..cant wait..nk tgk kasut..asyik pakai selipar je g skola.. naik boring..hehe...tapi best! tk leceh!..wahahhaa! im trying my best not to miss her so much..luckily i hav my fwens todae..although there wud be sadness in me, i tend not to show it.. i wud eventually laugh out loud..like nobody business..hehe..tis is call the 'laugh therapy'.. u guys noe it?? hehe i bet u don! aku doctor pe...wajajaajakakaka! da panjang ni aku post, korg malas nk baca pulak nanti.. hehe.. k la selamatz! u guys hear frm me again ayte! remeber same time same channel.. channel pescados! wahahhahaa!! giler ar aku! aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!

im touched

2005-01-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

im so touched by the comments posted by all taggers.. some of them i noe and some i do not.. but i certainly appreciate it.. i will oways be careful now.. i noe i shudnt get so emotionally involve..haha but wtf? nasi da jd bubur pe.. hack care la.. i guess i`ll juz move on frm now on.. rite? hehe.. thanx ayte to these pipz!

nurul: luv ya! don wori... im certainly fine..takut nah ko.. wahahaa! ko kontol ar!..
concerned: dono hu u are..but i guess u tag juz a reminder.. thanx ayte.. :D
amalina: sori ar aku tanye ko mcm marah2.. sal ko tk nk reply siang2? kan da kena.. wakakaka! yeah i bear ur werds in mind too..
elmo: ko ni pun..sal nk pinpoint kat org ar? kan da kena marah dgn mami.. hehe! biase dia eh.. ko jgn wori la..
u don noe me: bro, sori ar..aku tade niat nk buruk kan ko..aku ckp frm wat i see je.. thanx fer ur advise earlier..muuuuuuackz!! wakakakaa!

juz came back frm skool got floorball clinic meant fer those secondary skool tat were suppose to come..but in the end not a single soul came.. bullshit! hehe.. buih je drg tau.. so yazid told us to recruit new playaz or try to ask a grp of 4 to join and play the competition..and so we make our way to atrium..to find pipz..but look at the time! its oni 9+..hu wud be so kiasu to come to our open hse tis early..he must be crazy man! heehee.. then we go back to our sports hall.. we make our own league against the seniors sice there are no outside playaz wana play.. we team A, year 1, manage to draw 1-1 wit team B which is our year 2 senior.. tough match..almost ran out of breathe.. but thank god manage to hold them off.. all thanx to fami hu scored fer us.. or else we wont get to win..

next we meet our year 3 seniors together wit some floorball gerls.. tats y they not tat strong.. haha..took advantage of tat situation.. luvly pass frm farhan to karthik.. he passes to me and i shoot an unstoppable shot..wahahaa! like real..but i did score.. and the game we won 2-1.. tats y we won the competition.. first goal blunder by the keeper.. pity him..gd play sharmen..!

then after tat, we went to get our trophy..get some photos taken of the 'champion'..wahahaha! so proud..! at least i didnt go hm empty handed.. haiz, later goin out.. so tired.. catch up wit u sum other time ayte..

to those hu tag! u almost make me cry..wahahaha! almost oni ar..wakakaka! peace!

sadness

2005-01-20T18:45:00.000+08:00

this last two weeks have been a wonderful week fer me.. sumone did giv me warmth which has been missing in my life ever since.. realli appreciate her so much.. we did spent some time together and everytime it grows stronger and tat makes me realli let my heart unbend and started to like her back.. my feelings grew everytime... hmm, is it a gd sign?? haiz..dono..

but we seems to hav a problem of our own..sux! she had to make tat dreadful decision of hers abt us.. hmm, i can take the heavy blow and we could still hang out together.. and y is sharil cant accept the fact manz! i don understand him.. told me to go after her..n wen we`re getting so close wit each other, he said tat he still cant be fren wit her.. fuck! its not tat im angry wit u bro..juz tat i don understand u the meaning of getting her wen u said it to me! i don think its funny.. wen i go after her oreadi, u make her feel guilty and she had to go away frm me fer gd! wtf?? haiz..juz my bad luck.. i do realli like her..i realli do..! y don u understand bro? y u cant juz make her feel comfortable although ure not... im sure u can try not to show it.. u seem to be backstabbing me don u realise? aaaaargh!!

and now once again my heart is filled wit bitterness.. i cant describe tis sadness in me.. i hope u all do understand.. im not angry wit my bro and im not angry at her fer making tat decision.. in fact i respect her..she is the one been feeling sober all the time ever since she confessed she likes me..and all hell broke lose fer her.. she juz cant stand it.. but now i guess i shall juz move on wit my life.. but i do wan her! i realli do! pls julz.. pls..

haha..it does make me look stupid aint it? well, ur heart tend to make u do stupid stuff.. do hear frm me again ayte..i need to nurse my wounded heart..peace!

netball

2005-01-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeee!! had a great game juz now.. my first time playin netball.. in a competition.. hav to play center position.. at first i was so brurrrrrrrr!! serious..dono much abt the game..oni the passing.. then there were so much rules to follow..must 3-feet away la..ball cannot bounce there la..here la.. haiz.. pening tau..

i lost my composure of the game twice..end up being frustrated and lost my temper..isk isk..rafiz rafiz..asyik nk marah je ko ni eh..! ape tidak siol! main bangsat!! babi betol!! heehee..let me tell u..it started frm the 2nd game i played..i was the center guy..i hav to mark the playa which plays the same position frm the opposition team..it turns out to be a guy..and he`s quite tall la..or is it im short?? hehe.. niwae, the guy kept pushing, shoving me away..well HELLO!! tats wen i started to lose my cool.. and one time i purposely jump and push him away wen he got the ball.. haha!! got my revenge..i cant stand tis kind of playaz! they sux manz!!

then the third game we played follow soon after..i played in the 2nd half..the same position.. this time our opposing team rather strong..we drew in the 1st half.. then wen i played, their WA playa who is a guy pull my right hand frm behind causing me to slip.. i shouted at him! "eh, pulling sia!!"wooohoo!! serves him rite..and yes its a foul! but in the end we won the game and tats all tat matters the most!

had a great time wit the gerls juz now..we won all the 3 games we played..1st we won 3-2, 2nd we won 3-1 and 3rd we won 2-0...yipppeeeeeee!! and now we move on to the semi-final on wed.. hope we can reach far in tis competition..wish me luck all!! muuuuuackz!! wahahahahaha!

sat and sun

2005-01-10T10:20:00.000+08:00

hmm..wat did i do on saturdae huh? oic..ABSOLUTELY NOTHIN! ya tats rite.. tot of goin to larkin jb to buy new jeans..but got other thing to take care of.. mom and dad buy a new bed for them and me.. the delivery man said they would be comin ard 1-3 pm.. then they change it to 3-5..and their reason is tat i it was raining.. bullshit manz! so i cant go anywhere since no one at hm..both mom and dad werking.. and so i hav to be a gd son and stay hm and wait fer those ass to come.. slept at my living room while watching teebee..god damn boring manz! hehe.. then my dad came hm frm werk ard 5+.. terkejut boboi!..wahahhaaa! and my dad started askin where the hell those guys.. and me wit my blurr face said i dono.. wat do u wan me to say? im sleeping remember?? heehee.. then in the end they came at 11+ pm.. f**k.. is tat their f**cking service?? how 'great' is tat?? their 3-5 is our 11+.. im so sorry being sarcastic.. but cant help it.. damn pissed off..i could hav a gd time at larkin sial.. buy my things.. aaaargh!! heart pain heart pain!! haiz.. but wat to do ..juz my luck..

then came along sun..wakes up at 12+..heeehee.. biase la..weekends pe.. golek2 dulu kat katil baru while watching cartoon.. hehe... then got up and hav my shower.. eat my breakfast.. then my grandma came ard 2.. dia alek jemputan.. nk tompang sembahyang.. then she go hm.. haha.. then i go fer my soccer training at 3.30.. a short training bcoz oni a few pipz turn up.. how sianz is tat?? but i injure myself manz! there`s a wall where the water pipes are inside juz outside the field.. its common at all HDB estate.. wanna keep the ball in play..but in the end i hit the stupid wall and hurt my toe..skrg ada darah beku.. tak sial ke gitu?? haiz..ape la nasib.. sori eh nisa..i did hurt myself todae.. i oways hav injuries wen playing soccer.. hehe..

but nvm..tmrw would be an interesting and happening fer me.. watch out fer my next posting.. as fer nw, im blogging during programming klas.. hehe.. nth to do.. finis ma werk.. gtg.. bubbyez all!! muuuuuuackz!!

8/1/05

2005-01-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

hey ya all, back to posting here again..sori fer not updating tis week.. rather bz.. ok, now i`ll tell u guys wat telah happen k..

mon: its all usual skool starts at 9..went fer my 'beloved' programming klas..hehe.. a 2 hour klas.. sux! tats how i felt abt it.. seriously.. makes my life harder.. an hour of my two hours break was fer my A maths make-up klas.. still lagging behind compare to other klasses.. haiz.. wat to do.. so much of holidaes tis month..first is christmas then new year, then comin hari raya haji and then chinese new year.. so we need to rush! f**k! but nvm..pelan2 kayuh..tats wat pipz oways say.. then finis skool at 2..didnt go fer lecture and tutorial..wahahaha! im bad after all..hehe! then went to meet my netball so-called leader at 3.. somehow a bit cocky..but its fine wit me.. after tat.. play street soccer at 5+.. then alek kol 10.. after lepak jap.. so go hm didnt update blog...

tues: oni 4 hours of skool todae.. so hapi..nth much to study.. in fact oni listen to my lecturers blabbering at the front of the klas..hehe..! then go hm at 3.. to prepare fer my floorball practice which starts at 6.. finis at 9+..go and eat wit my frens at al-ameen.. wait fer my nasi pataya to come.. so slow i tell u! my fwen almost finis theirs and mine juz came.. ho f**cking slow is tat?? so pissed manz! but nvm..lapar nye pasal..so reach hm ard 11+.. so tired after floorball and went straight to bed..

wed: todae klas ends aerly at 2..go hm straight then sleep.. hehe..wakes up at 10..to study fer my test tmrw.. after tat back to sleep again... weeeee!! *hugging bolster*..

thur: late fer my test..test starts at 9 but i arrive at 9.30..wahahhaa! wake up late..serve me rite..but managed to finis my test on time..quite easy.. oni 2 qn..lucky me!! heehee.. but todae finis at 5..damn! the longest dae of the week.. haiz! then after tat got fball at 6.. tired manz! both mentally and physically! haha! but tis time go hm early! coz my back is hurting..maybe bcoz of bending my back too much.. got hm..my bed is calling me oreadi.. sweet dreamz guys!! Zzzzz......

fri: nth much happen todae..finis klas at 3.. then go hm straight la..budak 'baik' katekan.. but then ard 3.30 wen i was in the buz..receive a missed call..iza plak cal..terkejut skejap.. kate tak jd nk jumpe..called her back..wen she answered..she shouted!! wakao! my ear drums almost burst manz!! giler agaknye budak tu.. hehe..sori eh iza..jk oni.. in the end she`s at my skool..meetting her fren.. she said she called me earlier to let me noe she`s comin.. but i guess i didnt feel the vibration..put in silent mode.. so sori..or else can meet up..i guess next time ayte.. heehee.. feel so bad..! no wonder she shouted..wahahhaa! next time aku ans eh..

tats all fer wats been happening tis week.. fer tis weekends..i try to post separate posting ayte.. hehe.. gtg..ada org msg ar..haha! bubbyez!! muuuuuuuuackz!!

klas finis

2004-12-30T10:28:00.000+08:00

hey..its oni 10 and the first klas oreadi ends..suppose to end at 11 but i think the lecturer is in a good mood todae since we are ahead of two hours of werk..so got nothin much to do now..playing pool games and blogging since sumone wanna me to update my blog almost everydae..toi tk nisa?? hehe..

now hav to wait another hour fer the next klas...haiz.. its sure gonna be hell fer me..its not tat i don like it..i luv it pretty much actually since the lecturer sort of toking to himself at the front of the klas.. and don bother to those hus not listening to him..isnt it heavenly good?? and wat fer we came to his klas?? not tat we listen or understand wat the hell he`s saying..is he a poly lecturer?? u gotta be kiddin me! wahahhahah! im so bad..

and tell u wat..the frenly match on tuesdae was postpone to todae...wahahah! luckily i didnt go on tues..or else.. haiz..donno wat to say.. so im sure gonna go todae`s match..but todae`s klas ends at 5..rather rushing fer me..bcoz fball warm up start at 6..and the match most probably ard 7..and i got oni less than an hour to reach skool..u think im superman?? haha..crap crap...

well gonna njoy myself now..weeeeee..!! cya ayte! muuuuuuuuackz! wahahahahahaha!

frenly match

2004-12-28T18:37:00.000+08:00

wassup peeps! hehe..actually nothing to do much after skool todae..skool starts at 1 todae bcoz tis week is even week..or else its at 10.. so wake up ard 11+ after my fwen msg me..haiz..tat fella..wake me up frm ma beauty sleep..wahahaah! kacau je! hehe..

so make my way to skool ard 12+..miss ma bus todae..and my fwen hav to wait fer abt 20 mins fer me..wahaha! pity him..dolat dia agaknye eh..haha.. finis klas ard 3..but during klas fadil cal plak..alermak tu jantan! kacau je la dia ni..sibok je! tapi tape..maybe tmrw he`s gonna meet me..hehe.. im wondering wats up wit him.. :D.. im sure its gonna be sumthing fun! wee..! so meeting him tmrw after 3..tats wen my lessons end..

but todae im in dilemma..i dono whether to go fer my floorball frenly or not..haiz..tired actually and its raining now..so i guess i shall make it a miss..its great to sleep at tis moment..its great to be drooling while hugging my bolster..wahahaha! but then i feel uneasy of not goin to the frenly..as if im betraying my team down..after so long we asked fer a frenly and wen the time comes, i didnt go where actually i can go..haiz..i wish i could make the decision..im so undecisive!

i`ll be online later..after watching english premier league highlights and CSI at 10..so cya guys ard in msn later ayte..take care ayte! muuuuuuuuuuuuuackz!! hippity ga-ga boo-boo!! wahahah!

posting yet again

2004-12-27T12:04:00.000+08:00

wassup everybody? miss meh? i noe u do.. got the mood to post sumthing here tonite..after so long..hehe.. been pretty lazy tis week..bcoz of schooling i guess..then no mood to post everydae.. now i hav made my decision to post oni on weekends..so u all noe y i haven post anything fer the last few daes..maybe 1 week? i dono..forget ar..haha

k kz..this past week hav been rather a bz week fer me to get ready fer my first CA tats comin the following week..especially my A maths..haiz..been struggling fer a moment now..and i got no confidence in me to pass the paper.. anyone can help me? hehe..im sure u all say maths sux!

i have yet to see mardiana in skool tis semester..somehow we cant meet each other..dono why..sal ar mar? susah gitu eh..although we go hm at 4 every mon..tk nmpk pun kat bus stop..heehee..ahakz!so weird..same department still cant meet..don u think so?

niwae, tadi went to mister firdaus`s house and hav some fun..not tat fun u dirty people..playing games is wat i mean..u all la..haiz.. i play tis game abt underground gangsterism..u fight to win their territory..uish! tats one hell of a game man! it rocks! feels like wanna punch sumone after playing tat game..it has the groove..!! uish! tk leh angkat u....wahahaha! but pity him actually..dia kerap demam skrg ni..ntah apehal..low immune system agaknye..da la tk makan sayur..at least leh teman kan dia tadi da bagus..sorg2 kat uma..kesian dia..wahahahhaha!! papela eh..sal kan ko baik cpt sudah eh maarof..hehe..nanti asyik jangkit org je..

haiz..ngantok ar..cya next weekend ayte..alermak! next week keje ar..tape la..confirm i`ll post sumthing here..bubbyez!

bdae

2004-12-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

to those hu didnt noe me well, i juz wanna inform u all tat todae is my bdae..ahakz! da besau anak mak satu ni...wahaahhhaa! actually i didnt go and celebrate..in fact i werked todae.. juz to earn xtra bucks..fer skool or buat blanje..asalkan tak pokai..hehe

woke up early morning where everyone still in bed droolin..wahaha! make my way to tampines coz its where the wedding was held.. the journey took abt an hour i guess frm bukit panjang.. pretty boring but its ok since i had sumone to tok to on the way..i went there wit fadil..if u all noe hu he is..

so wen i reach there ard 11..i was told to eat first b4 we started werkin..had a sumptious breakfast man..pretty heavy..nasi minyak wit ayam masak merah..uish! luv it man! im sure izzah would love it..haha..she got a big appetite now rite! wahahaha..sori eh gal! wee..!..k kz, after tat its all business..started werkin as few guests arrived..pretty smooth at first..but wen the clock strikes mid day..uish! cant stand the rush man! it was goin all hay-wire..i cant even stop fer a drink.. haiz.. but nvm..at least i got sumthing out of it.. while werkin manage to look at some hot babes although there werent much..a few wit great figure..woooo! wahahahah! how i wish....heehee...!

im getting dirty rite now..my leg`s aching man since sat..had a soccer match and todae kendarat..aiyoyo! i donno wat`s gonna happen to my muscles..excruciating pain is wat i felt rite now..i can feel it wen i was walking, wen i goin up the stairs.. adoi!..hu can massage me? giv me a cal..wahaahahah! haiz...tmrw skool starts at 9 and ends at 4.. all dae programming..uish! im turning bonkers oreadi..wahahahah!it sux man! totallly..no doubt! heehee.. then goin nanyang ard 7+ to watch a concert.. still donno wat to wear man! must be nice..hu noes there will be some chicks..muahahahha...!

getting sleepy oreadi..plus tired..haiz.. don feel like goin skool tmrw..but wat to do.. hav to.. wanna save my 20% of attendance later tis semester..wahahha..evil man! hehehe...

to all my fwens..thanx once again fer wishing me HAPI BDAE..ada yg wish me advance hapi bdae la, rite at midnite pun ada..late afternoon pun ada..ada hantar testi kat frenster..mcm2 la korg..cute siak! hehe..but wateva it is, the thought tat matters..really appreciate it loads..its great to hav u all as my fwen..a kiss fer all of u..MUACKZ!! hehe....

but to those hu hav yet to wish me.. betta do so b4 midnite! wahahhaha..or else u all hav to giv me presents...!! and i mean big one!! i mean it...wahahahahah!! last but not least..HAPI BDAE RAFIZ...wahahahah! so long..muackz!

weekend

2004-12-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

woohoo!! finally i get to make my final decision regarding tis weekend.. actually i had a hard time deciding coz i was caught in a dilemma.. i wanna go both soccer and kendarat.. my soccer match befall on sundae morning at first..it clashes wit my kendarat.. therefore i was caught in the dilemma.. wanna go fer kendarat coz i will get paid..$30 once in awhile..tat sounds great isnt it..a 6 hrs werk.. i think its worth it.. but on the other hand, soccer is part of my life man! i really luv soccer to the core! hehe.. tats why i must go fer my match.. so i cant make the decision.. haiz! pity me..

then a miracle had happened! my captain sms me saying tat the match gonna be held on sat morning at yishun.. i was delighted after receiving tat sms.. this will mean tat im able to go fer both occasions.. muahahaha! i luv it man! so tmrw 8.45 hav to be at yishun mrt..and i think everyone`s gonna be late..its so god damn early! don u agree?? niwae, tmrw afternoon proceed as plan..im goin to bras basah rd..but the problem is tat, im not sure how to make my way frm city hall mrt.. haiz..first time katekan..hehe...teruk sangat eh..? wahahaha! papelah eh..jalan pelan2 pun sampai..

as fer on sundae, i jolly well hope its gonna be a wonderful dae! its 12/12/2004.. u noe wat i mean don u! hehe..kendarat in the morning..till 5 pm.. then after tat leh njoy la..weehooo!! muahahaha..giler sak aku.. huaargh!! penat sak skola tis week..at last weekends.. leh rest sikit.. so i guess wanna outz now... anyone wanna follow me to bras basah tmrw?? be my tour guide maybe?? hehe.. gav me a cal..or pape picit! hwahahha!

bubbyez all.. i pray u noe me wen we meet again...!

first dae

2004-12-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

hey ya all..its really been awhile since i last post sumthing here..spending time wit my fwens..raye all tat..and i got some problems of my own..so sori to u all guys if u did check out on my blog..not yet been updated till now.. so far im doin fine..nothin happen to me yet..although i receive some msg-es tat were not worthwhile reading..some threats?? haiz..all tis are getting out of hand..completely hogwash!

niwae, tis week is ma first week of skool..still in holidae mood rite now..but its ok though..my timetable not so hectic compare to my previous one..every thurs is my longest dae..starts at 9 and ends at 5..haiz..oni 1 hour break..sux man! hehe..envy those hu`s still in bed at 8/9 in the morning..

and now tis weekends will be the dae im waiting fer..hehe..if u noe wat i mean..but then, i guess its not gonna be the happiest dae of my life somehow..a bit of sadness in meh..and again if u noe wat telah happen b4..haha..i need to go to bras basah tis sat to check on 2nd hand textbooks fer tis semester..don wanna buy textbooks frm skool due to the price difference..rather a high cost to buy 1st hand textbook..it may reach ard $15-$30++..so its rather a waste of money whereas i can get a 2nd hand books which still in great condition at a cheaper price..half price maybe..so i guess why not rite..u would agree wit me too rite..hehe..

haiz..all this typing makes me sooo tired..guess catch wit u guys other times ayte..take care all..

adiyoz amigos! aku berambos!! muahahahaahah!!

kena pukul

2004-11-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

its been awhile since i last post anything here in ma blog.. a few things had happen to ma life..

thought tat my life would be fine after awhile..but it seems so different now! now u all guess wat! someone is looking fer me!! no laughing matter coz i wasnt laughing rite now.. i had no regrets posting tis thing here coz i noe im partly to blame..so tat u all may remember me in case sumthing bad gonna happen!

i oni hope tat i would get to resolve tis matter w/o any violence involve..we can tok things down..but in case mishap happens..i wan u all to fergive if any sins tat i do to u all..

till then..wish me all the best..so tat nothing would happen to me..

so long guys!! luv u all!!

hari raya

2004-11-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

haiz..aru abes keje uma ni..penat siot..tape la..skali skala..setahun skali je katekan.. pagi2 da kuar g johor..dua org je plak tu dgn member..dpt beli sluar da cukup..alek dlm kol 4+..ahakz..susah sangat si ma fren nk uat pilihan kasut dia..kita pusing tu tmpt brape kali aru at last dia confirm..nasib baik dah! ahakz!

pas buka g amek ma sluar ari raya..g amek kat tailor.. 2 pants cost meh $21?? mahal nye!! ahakz..tape la..semangat nye pasal..ni aru abes lap kipas yg kat ceiling ni..uish! memeningkan! ahakz!

k la, wanna hav ma rest now..later hav to wake up ard 5+ for ma morning prayers..then stay there beribadah pai lah kol 8.15 to start wit ma hari raya`s prayers..ahakz! haiz..im sure gonna be flat after the prayer..ahakz!

dgn itu, saya ucapkan selamat hari raya kepada semua umat islam di singapura dan juga di seluruh rantau...harap berbahagia lah di hari yg mulia ini..

ive done it

2004-11-12T15:46:00.000+08:00

woit! ape tgk2 ar! ahakz..so hapi todae man! u wanna noe y? k kz...

my handphone vibrated..skali msg da! ahakz..me and my sleepy eyes..grab my handphone and read the msg i received.. i tot hu wana msg me early in the morning seh..skali my fren la..he ask me whether ive checked my results or not..

then i told him, "not yet brader..still sleepin! ahakz".. then he said tat we can check oreadi my results online..so i go and check la..my heart was thumping..! and......i made it!!! i pass all my module man!! its totally unbelievable....

let me post u here wat are my grades!..

computer system architecture-> C+
mobile consumer application->B
fundamental of statistics->B+
problem solving programming->B+
oral communication->D
sports and wellness->Px

weehoo!! its great man!! cya all later ayte...wanna celebrate..

ahakz! bubbye...!!

geylang

2004-11-11T01:39:00.000+08:00

woit! im back posting..juz got back at hm ni..and its 12+..wah!..still early..ahakz! go geylang again juz nw..and its the third time..ahakz! buy my own stuff..another shirt fer ari raya.. and some popiah..ahakz! bought one container oreadi..but i buy another two juz now..tis time one of it diff size..ahakz! sedap siot tu popiah!! tak leh angkat!!

and someone really test ma patience seh..! darah betoi2 naik siol! not the crowd..but in fact the shopowner..! f*%*K him man!! donno how to treat customer, then don sell la!! tat damn old man! g mampos sua!! siol betoi! mcm nk tk nk layan customer seh..he juz ignore or answered in a manner as if he doesnt wanna entertain us..business tutup sua! g alek main bini! bangsat buah langsat!..

tapi relek..da dpt baju yg aku nak..da.. selamat bulan puasa.. selamat ramai org..kalo tk aku da maki siol..nasib ko mcm kentang ar...

hmm..he spoil my mood..haiz.. tats it fer now..wanna hav my bath..byez!!

pool time

2004-11-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

ahakz! todae been pretty relax fer me..online fer awhile at 2 pm, and log out ard 20 mins after tat to hav my shower..b4 proceed to meet ma frens..they had plan to play pool tat afternoon..

so exciting to play once in awhile..ahakz! of coz i was defeated at the hands of my frens..maklom la tak bagus pe..unlike firdaus..he`s the pro among us..but he`s too humble to accept the fact..! haiz..tat fellow!

played fer 2 hours plus..and Talib got the most winning in a row seh!! darn tat fella.. he even beat firdaus in a 9-ball game.. can u believe tat?? i simply cant! hate tat guy man!! ahakz! kidding..

and i went straight home after tat..break ma fast..alone! at home..haiz..and wat did i eat? simply maggi!! sux man! [on my knees] can anyone cook fer me??ahakz! plzzzz......

im begging!! ahakz!!

weeehoo!!

2004-11-08T01:33:00.000+08:00

weeeeeehooooo!! finally got myself baju kurung..ahakz! neva been so hapi this time.. coz u noe y?? of coz u don rite..ahakz! k k..lame.. bcoz tis year the bazaar at geylang serai is full of ladiez baju kurung and kebaya..so..wen on fri i wana buy one fer myself..i was pretty pissed coz i cant buy one..but todae, tis shirt caught my eye man! really.. it has a nice pattern on it..nice color too..tats wen i decided to buy it..the price is oso very reasonable..but i buy oni one..so maybe b4 this bazaar ends..tot of goin there and buy another one but diff color ar tis time..where got pipz buy the same color twice rite..?? haiyo!! i think tat person might be pretty messed up, up there..ahakz! if u noe wat i mean..

and now, my fren make plans wanna go johore..buy stuff such as shoes, shirts, pants, caps, ...haiya! all guys stuff la..so many things to xplain..ahakz! pretty excited man! ive things to buy too..can use ma werk money to buy all tis stuff..some shirts fer ari raya..and maybe some T`s fer my poly daes..ahakz!poly student katekan..ahakz!

huaaaargh!! so tired now..guess i wanna turn in now..so anything or to hueva is reading this, cya in ma dreams ayte..i`ll sure giv u a kiss..ahakz!

muackz!!!

back again

2004-11-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

hey there, guess hu`s back?..back again; Roughfish`s back..tell ur fren..guess hus back..guess hus back..guess hus back..ahakz! pretty lame huh? anyone miss meh? aww..so sweet u all..lap u all..ahakz!

great to ba back posting after two daes of hard werk man! no time fer my sweetheart here..ahakz! i mean ma laptop ar.. at last! i`m given the time nw..muuackz!! lap u sweetheart..ahakz! don get me wrong ar..

start werk at 3 fer both daes and end at 11.30..uish!! damn tired ar..both daes got wedding dinner..haiz..no other daes want to book ur dinner is it?? all tis pipz..noe how to marry oni..dinner date donno wen to set..ahakz! make me tired oni..!! ahakz! but pretty fun though werkin..kept pacing up and down the isle serving beverages..ahakz! and get a drink fer myself at the end of the day..sluuuurp!! great drink to quench ma thirst..ahakz!

and todae didnt go fer next week`s bookin..decided don wanna werk fer the next two weeks..ahakz! bcoz wanna help ma mom next week and goin out wit famili the following week..ahakz! its time fer a great enjoyment man!! cant wait fer it..

but tis fri hav to get myself a baju kurung first..[hmm, maybe two] b4 i can go out wit my frens and famili...ahakz! lookin ferward to tis fri..

so till then, u all kept staring at ma boring blog ayte? ahakz! sori again to mardiana..didnt mean to snub on u juz like tat..i feel bad u noe.. :(..ahakz! so sori..i`ll be glad to ans all ques asked ayte..

take care all!!

very tired

2004-10-27T15:30:00.001+08:00

hey ya all..nice to be back again posting fer u all a new one..ahakz! been bz lately..wat else other than werkin rite..as fer on mon, tot wanna go to skool fer ma A.maths revision class fer next semester..but then it ends at 5..so kinda rushing to werk..ma werk start at 6 but then i need to change into my suit..haiz..very troublesome though..so need to be there early or i`ll be late..so i make the decision not to go to skool..ahakz!

the klas gonna be held fer 4 daes..so i can go the other daes.. the function tat was held on mon was a wedding dinner..so i was assigned to top-up guest`s beverages..while they busy eating their food..they had a mouth-watering dinner man!! feel like i wanna stick my hands out and take a few bites on the food..ahakz! the whole nite doin beverages till 11 where we hav to do clearing..then after tat head down to the changing room to change into my clothes and getting ready to go home..so wen i receive my pay, i quickly rushed out of the building to catch the last 190 bus..but i was too slow..so in the end i hav to take the mrt..reach hm ard 1+..very tired and hungry and thirsty man!! ahakz! my leg is aching..haiz!

as fer yest, i wake up ard 2+..ahakz! relax b4 getting ready to werk..again i didnt go to skool..ahakz! but yest`s werk not so bad though..but it was tough too..hav to do set-up fer todaes western lunch..have to carry ard some table..wipe glasses, put chair covers fer the chairs..[drg pun nak pakai baju kan]..ahakz!..guess it was not tat bad huh..ahakz! i was wrong man!! after tat, i hav to carry a few blocks of ice..it wasnt itsy-bitsy tiny-winy small block of ice ok!! a huge block and we hav to carry it to the trolley..all our hands were already numb..! and we hav to carry some more..u guess how much pain we hav to endure fer a moment.. but we hav to do it anyway..its our job..ahakz! and i hav to carry a large glass measuring abt a few feets..looks can be deceiving..i can tell u tat..wen i carry it, the glass some sort wanna topple over..great pressure was on ma right shoulder man!! i have to cary it fast to the required place..and it was across the room..and it was a distance too.. and after tat, im getting ready to sign out after i close the room partition..the same thing goes wen we were goin back..hav to rush but this time i get to take the last 190 ride home..ahakz! lucky me!

tis morn i wake up again ard 2+ and again didnt go to skool..ahakz! so tired and i hurt ma right shoulder carrying the glass..haiz! guess i hav to endure it..cant do anything abt it..but todae i don hav to go to werk but i hav to go to the werkplace to book fer next week`s werking daes..been planing wit my frens to werk how many daes..how many hours..and i cant decide yet..ahakz! im pretty slow in makin decision..or should i say undecisive..ahakz! well..tats meh!! aaargh..!!it hurts..wana rest ma shoulder nw..till next time wen i post again..ahakz!!

aaaargh!!

2004-10-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

A sat afternoon and its oni 3..how sux can it be..?? how i wish tat it wouldnt be tis boring man! how i missed all the daes tat i had so much fun..haiz..it does bring back fond memories.. aaarggh!! sux! really sux!! really really sux!!! ahakz!

still hav to wait a few more hours before i can break my fast..haiz.. why it has to be tis long?? so impatient huh?? ahakz! tats meh! so i can oni log on to msn and chat all the way till 7..sumone juz added me..and its fun tokin to her..ahakz! toking abt her o levels and stuff..ahakz!

and on the other hand..i tok to tis lady who has a prob wit her personal life..and i juz cant giv her the best advice..wat kind of a fren am i?? haiz..so sad though..i really hope tat i can help her find a solution to her probz..care to help me out guyz...?? ahakz!

i miss the fun in me..can help me out ladyzz?? ahakz! i sure misssss it fer sure..uish! bulan posa ni tak baik pikir bukan2 dok!!ahakz!

hmm..ape lagi eh nk kate..haiz..tade pape lagi ar..selamat berpuasa ar nanti..ahakz! im sure gonna hav one hell of a gd time eating..ahakz!

tataz!!*waving madly*

I Got Wat I Wanted

2004-10-20T23:43:00.000+08:00

todae was kinda a long dae fer me..wake up ard 1..[ahakz!..my usual time of waking up]..hav my bath then contact my buddy..he`s the one hu helps me to get the job..confirm wit him the time and venue of where to meet later.. so he set to meet at orchard MRT ard 5..ahakz! so i chill at home till 4 watchin teebee.. then, get ready and meet my fren firdaus first at bukit batok before goin to orchard..i brought fir along since he`s looking fer a job too..so frm my place i took 963 alight at the bus stop near his home..so i reach bukit batok ard 4.30..[and he say tat i would reach ard 20 mins!!..tat bugger!!] so wait fer 106 to arrive..and luckily it doesnt take long fer it to come..so we are on our way to orchard ard 4.40/4.45..

and u could guess it rite tat we arrive late there..ahakz! but my buddy was too..ahakz! biaselah!! janji melayu!! ahakz! so meet him there at orchard mrt and he brought us to the back alley of the hotel where its the spot they commonly wait b4 they went inside and started werkin..a lot of other pipz wanted the job and they were waiting too anxiously..ahakz! [the looks on their face..]

so ard 6 we were being lead to the 2nd floor and into the briefing room..its actually not the briefing room..its the main meeting room.. so in there we had our 3 hour briefing of rules and regulations and werk discipline..examples were shown to us in a funny way so tat we could understand betta and remember..so tat we could apply tat wen we were werkin later..

but ard 7 we were given a 15 min break to break my fast..kinda a sumptious meal..wat can u say rite..one of the best hotel in spore..rise wit vege and chicken drumsticks ..uish!! delicious man!! wana eat tat again fer sure..and its free..we use a coupon to buy tat..ahakz! tats why delicious..sedap hingga menjilat jari.. ahakz!

so wen the briefing ends at 9..we went to book ari keje kan..so ard 9.30 kuar itu tmpt ar..at last!! after such a long time kan..da dpt keje..da ada duit...leh uat joli!! ahakz!

wait fer an slightly crowded bus till 10..and i reach hm ard 11..haiz! so late..
and im hungry now..so cya all other time..i wanna eat..ahakz!! jemput!! bismillah!!

Another Boring Dae..

2004-10-19T02:48:00.000+08:00

Another boring dae in ma complex world..haiz..seriously speakin i mean! boredom would eventually kill me one dae metaphorically speakin..ahakz! and i mean it.. juz donno wat to do everydae nowadaes..juz sit back relax watching ma teebee at hm..haiz..my life sux man! ahakz! fer nw la..i donno where the fun in me gone to.. care to help me everyone?? ahakz! use to wander ard aimlessly..nowhere to go in mind..juz wasting ma time.. but nw, disgusted in doin tat alr so nw i tend to stay at hm..and nw at hm, i irritate my small "sister"..luv to disturb her..ahakz! she would then stay away frm meh as if i was somehow a disease or sumthing..ahakz! tis little angel being terrorised by a big devil..ahakz!

aww..tats so sweet huh?? ahakz! well tats meh! can be such a sweet ass sumtime..but can be an @##$@%# too..ahakz!

nw fasting month, skool finish alreadi..and nw searching fer a job.. haiz..ddk uma tade hasil siol!! ahakz! its betta werkin than staying at hm..at least got pay, can buy lotsa of things...ahakz! tat if i manage to find a job b4 next mnth..coz next mnth is celebration time..ahakz! lots of things to buy by then..need money fer all this..and i juz cant robbed a bank rite..i must be crazy man!!

so till next time..another boring dae fer me time and time again..i wish sumone out there would rock ma world man!! ahakz!

I wish all you well and so I take my leave,
I Pray you know me when we meet again.

Fasting..

2004-10-15T13:40:00.000+08:00

a boring dae todae..didnt hav any plans to go out..so the whole dae watching ma teebee.. quiet boring actually..there`s oni me, myself and my tv..hahakz.. where`s the fun in me gone to? haiz..i actually don even noe the answer...

tmrw hav to start fasting fer one whole mnth..guess not prepared yet.. maybe the thought of eating lingering in my mind tmrw..hahakz..but i hav to be strong..(cebah! like real oni..hahakz!)..reach hm frm mosque ard 10..after my tarawih..kinda tired actually..so gonna log on fer awhile nw and then head fer ma bed..hav to wake up in the morning later..haiz..can i not do tat?? my mom would gonna giv me an earful if i didnt..hahakz! cant stand it fer sure..this fasting mnth surely gonna change me..i really mean it..somehow if not physically, it would be mentally..hmm..looking forward to it tmrw..guess until next time im gonna write another one..

till then..adioz yo!! hahakz!!

Starting off....

2004-10-14T13:35:00.000+08:00

Hi to all, juz finish creating ma blog here..still kinda boring but then..give me time yo! im sure gonna make it more interesting ever..now im trying to do some posting..to see whether it werks or not..so pardon me if there`s sumthing worng with ma blog ayte..still blurr doin tis stuff..hahakz!hav to ask fer my fren`s help to do my blog here..don understand at first of how to download the blogskin..but then after he explains, then i understand every single thing..hahakz! somehow related to wat i learn in skool..such a brurr huh am i?? well..tats hu i am..hahakz!

well, as fer todae, i play pool with ma frens at bukit timah..fer abt 1 hr plus..then hav to pay $7.80..haiz..i hav to pay fer them at first since they all brg small change or doesnt hav any change at all.all brg big notes..loaded katekan!!hahakz! oni fir brg small change..its $2..hahakz! after all the money matter settled, we head to the nearby macdonald where we chill wit fir`s laptop..he download some songs..see his parkour vids..and see him chat..hahakz! givs him no privacy at all..sori brader..cant help it.. soon after that, we went to buy some food..our stomach started makin noise alr..fir cant stand the aroma in the restaurant..hahakz!but in the end he didnt get to eat anything..coz he didnt get to redeem any food..don hav enuf points..but then, he make use of the chance to eat my fries..aargh!!tis sickening fellow! darah naik!! hahakz!..but nvm...kecian tgk cek abng tu..then..we wen back hm..thinking whether to go for tarawih or not..hahakz! malas ada..tapi rase bersalah ada..hahakz! donno la..tmrw then decide..

well..gtg now..this posting is fer test oni..hahakz! i must be crazy man write so long!..hahakz! hey! tats me!!:D